It Has Begun
Sadness and depression no longer ail me. For now I only suffer from Rage and Anger now. I came so close to experiencing real happiness when it was stolen from me at the zero hour of commencement and now I sit in this cage, always failing when things look bright. It never ends. Now they have all done it, a clean sweep. Everyone I know. They did this, they made me this monster I have become, no cure, no end, just constant suffering day in, day out. Do they even care what they have created? No, they go about life as normal, not even realizing the anger and the hate they have put inside of me.
It is not fair. While I sit here and rot away, they have fun not even caring about me and my state of mind. It is enough to make me want to kill. They could care less. Behind their mask of a smile is a face of deceit and lies. They are never punished for their lies and deceit and they never will for no one has the power to strike them down except for Him. But to Him they are unseen for they are hidden under a shroud of evil darkness.
All I can do is sit and wait for the end to come.
It is not fair. While I sit here and rot away, they have fun not even caring about me and my state of mind. It is enough to make me want to kill. They could care less. Behind their mask of a smile is a face of deceit and lies. They are never punished for their lies and deceit and they never will for no one has the power to strike them down except for Him. But to Him they are unseen for they are hidden under a shroud of evil darkness.
All I can do is sit and wait for the end to come.