Title: Faith
Author:
earnestinberlinFandom: L’Arc~en~Ciel
Character: hyde&tetsu
Prompt: 4. Peace
Author’s Note: Yeah, I had plans for this concerning song titles in tetsu and hyde’s solo careers but I decided I’ll just do that in the next prompts.
Written for
10_letters Tetsu,
No. No. No. No. No.
What are you thinking? I don’t want to go solo. I don’t want to fucking go solo, you know that. I’ll make an album of my own, but I won’t let this band go. Without everyone, without Yuki, Ken and most especially without you, I don’t think there’s going to be me.
Tetsu, you created me, without you, I would’ve been stuck making lame ass music without direction and I won’t be as known as I am with you guys.
Solo? Fuck that bull shit, tetsu. I am not staying because I feel chained to the ground. I’m staying because this is where I grew up, this band that stood through so many trials and faced so many troubles.
And don’t give me that crap about being selfish. If you want to know, I’m the selfish one I guess. I’ve been hogging so much of the world’s attentions I never pay attention to everyone else’s. Tetsu, you complete me. Why would I ever want to be away from the thing that makes me so happy? Yes, you are the reason why I’m staying. But I’m not forcing myself to stay here; I’m staying because I want to see you. I want to see you so happy jumping around the set over the most mundane things. I want to know why and what stupid thing that day made the side of your lips rise up. I want to know what song you’re writing or what flavor of ice cream you think is disgusting so I won’t have to bother buying it.
I don’t want out. I don’t want out.
I want to be as close to you as possible, fuck my solo. Those damn fan girls can check my ass out in our last pamphlet or photo book. I don’t need their money, I have enough.
I just want you, you alone.
Being with you makes me happy; knowing you’re just somewhere I can reach keeps my soul at rest.
I don’t want to go to a country where I’ll be in turmoil just thinking what mishap may happen to you. I want to stay here in Japan, with you, where I’m at peace knowing I can see you every day.