Introspective woolgathering, Feel free to ignore.
I should be no surprise to anyone that I am a very technical person, and very deliberate in most cases. Give me a tricky problem and the resources to tackle it properly and I won't come up for air until there's at least an apparent path to a solution. I'm also the quiet one in the corner, listening in but not joining in conversation unless I feel I have something of substance to add. Of course once I do, I often find it difficult to get a word in edgewise, so it's not uncommon for a conversation to move on to a new topic before I've contributed my bit.
Maybe that's partly because so many of my friends and loved ones are more creative types, and much more spontaneous. Sometimes I feel like I'm a burden on them and wish I knew how to contribute more to our relationships in a meaningful way.
and sometimes I just wish people would call/IM/whisper me in game more often.
Yes, I'm whining, and yes, I know that many of you do think of me often and do initiate contact on occasion. I love you all. I'm just hoping that by letting these words flow out through my fingers, they'll find their way out of my brain.
Maybe that's partly because so many of my friends and loved ones are more creative types, and much more spontaneous. Sometimes I feel like I'm a burden on them and wish I knew how to contribute more to our relationships in a meaningful way.
and sometimes I just wish people would call/IM/whisper me in game more often.
Yes, I'm whining, and yes, I know that many of you do think of me often and do initiate contact on occasion. I love you all. I'm just hoping that by letting these words flow out through my fingers, they'll find their way out of my brain.