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why did i think that? how could i have thought to expect that of him?! i feel like such an idiot. so no more attempts at an emotional relationship. i just get hurt in the end. so why do i keep trying? fuck, it's not like i want some exclusive thing, just a little emotional attachment would be nice.
what do i want? part of me longs for someone to share that world, part of me wants someone to just have fun with, part of me doesn't want anything to do with relationship and just wants to shut down.
what do i do now?
what do i want? part of me longs for someone to share that world, part of me wants someone to just have fun with, part of me doesn't want anything to do with relationship and just wants to shut down.
what do i do now?