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oh man was i full of shit. i keep trying to force away my different sides, but hell now i'm going to embrase them. i have been feeling sexy lately and i love it. i can be a hippie and a punk and sexy and silly and wierd and cool all at the same time. when i'm emo, i'm emo. i will change clothes whenever i feel like it to go with however i feel. i have many moods and i accept it. this is who i am entirelly and i have fucking learned to love it.
whether or not i yet believe that i am beautiful, sexy, cute, or whatever, i will trust that to other's i might apear so. i will trust that i am loved and that others care and believe in me. i will be more confitent, say hi to new people, laugh louder, be prouder, make friends. i will try not to be afraid of new things, of new people. i will try not to be afraid of myself.
whether or not i yet believe that i am beautiful, sexy, cute, or whatever, i will trust that to other's i might apear so. i will trust that i am loved and that others care and believe in me. i will be more confitent, say hi to new people, laugh louder, be prouder, make friends. i will try not to be afraid of new things, of new people. i will try not to be afraid of myself.