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[earlyafternoon]

i should stop thinking about him, i mean, he's not here, and there's nothing i can do about that. it was a good time though. i shouldn't miss it, i should just be glad it happened in the first place, which i am. but still, i miss him. ha! i laugh at myself, i'm being rediculous, over a guy, not thats anything new, well it is actually, but anyway it's kinda nice to miss someone, but it's sucks to continually wonder if he ever misses you.

maybe part of this i s a lack of good sex, or indeed any sex at all.