*sigh*
Im at work right now and im fucking misriable.I cant seem to focus everything is blurry thoughts race through my head a mile a second and i cant seem to catch any of them and just when i do they slip away I feel like I am going to die.I had the worst dreams about her I cant shake these feelings I have but I guess thsi is how it has to be just tell me its right and that i shouldnt feel like swerving into oncomming traffic on my way home.I am so drained I have nothing left.God jut take me now so i dint have to feel anything any more