Title: A Moment to Remember
Title: A Moment to Remember.
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamensahi Kazuya, Akanishi Jin X Ueda Tatsuya
Rating: PG
Summary: It just a moment to remember
Betaed by messyboo
~ FINAL CHAPTER~
To bump onto someone so suddenly is already shocking. However, bumping onto someone that you know is more shocking but it is a bigger shock still when the ‘someone’ you bumped into is the one you love before. Kazuri is stunned watching Ueda who is picking his flower bouquet that is scattered due to the impact of colliding just now. The familiar hairpin on Ueda’s hair makes Kazuri confirmed that it is indeed Ueda since the piece of clip is his own handiwork, made especially for Ueda.
“Sorry,” he says in a rush and continues his run toward the counter to ask about his twin. His mind is in such a mess trying to process the incident that happens just now. But he figured he rather thinks about his twin than his own personal matter at the moment. Ueda shrug when the person that bumps onto him seems to disappear in a blink of the eyes. He shook his head and makes his move to the counter before asking about Jin. After the nurse on the counter kindly explains the direction, Ueda makes his move. On his way he plays with his hair and repositions his hairclip, his precious treasure. On his way, his mind flies to the moment where he starts to be in Jin's life.
After being dumped in a sudden phone call, Ueda had no choice but to accept the break up. At that moment, he also made a promise to himself. The hairclip that Kazuri had made with all his love will always pinned be to his hair as long there is still love toward Kazuri but when he can move on, he will throw that hairclip away himself. To make his life more bearable after the sudden break up, he always spent his time with kids at the park with a hope the joy that he had at the park will wash his sadness away. Soon, all the time spent in the park had turned him into a stalker. He notices Jin, the person that looks so empty all the time. Observing those miserable look of Jin, he surely need someone to take good care of him. He also notices Jin still looks cool even in such condition. That is when he decides to approach Jin. Being in a relationship with Jin had helps him to forget about Kazuri little by little. Ueda shared his ‘tragic love ending’ with Jin in a hope that Jin will understand him more and in return, Jin also let Ueda know about Kazuya.
“Kazuya?!” Ueda shouted when he was listening to Jin story. It reminds him about Kazuri’s identical twin. “But...Maybe it is just a coincidence,” says Ueda to himself. He and Jin seem to get well with each other fast due to the same relationship fate. Realizing how much they need each other to forget their pain love story made them really want to hold on the relationship so that there is no more pain cause by love.
Ueda get back to the real world when he reaches Jin room.
“Eh… where is Jin? I’m sure this is the room….mmm…” Ueda mumble to himself. He decides to wait. He wanders around the room until his eyes drop onto the patient nametag on the wall at the bed head.
Patient Name: Akanishi Jin
Doctor in Charge: Nakamaru Yuichi
Guardian: Kamenashi Kazuya
“The name seems familiar…wait…Kamenashi KAZUYA!!” Ueda shouts in his heart. “Can it be the twin? It seems to make sense. What if ‘Kazuya’ who is taking care of him is Kazuri’s twin? What if that ‘Kazuya’ is also Jin’s previous love? Ah...I better check it out. Plus, Jin is not here yet,” Ueda put his flower bouquet properly on the table and make his move back towards the counter. His mind is working with each of his step. To think back, Jin’s break up was around the time when got the sudden call from Kazuri. “What a mystery. Kazuya must be the twin, that must be IT!” he mumbles to himself. As he reaches the counter he keeps asking about Kazuya and finally he knew that Kazuya was admitted yesterday and heads to his room.
>>>Meanwhile in Kazuya’s room<<<
They both still in silence until a nurse come in. “I’m here to take off your drip Kamenashi-san. The doctor says you’re allowed to check out today,” says the nurse with a smile. She makes her move toward Kazuya and takes the pole from Jin hand. She then guide Kazuya to his bed and let him sit before continuing her work taking the needle off.
“Yosh! You are done Kamenashi-san,” says the nurse without losing her smile.
“Ne.. you just can stop smiling aren’t you?” says Kazuya, replying the nurse word with his cute smile. The nurse blushes and makes her move out of the room. Meanwhile, Jin is jealous. He cannot stand ‘his’ Kazuya giving the cute smile to someone else.
“I’m going out to settle the check out process. Do you want to get back to you room or you want to stay here?” Kazuya ask Jin when the nurse is already out.
“Wait here. I’ll send you back to you room afterward” says Kazuya immediately without waiting for Jin’s answer. He knows Jin is in jealousy from the expression shown on his face. However, Kazuya just smile and make his move. A while after Kazuya is out, Kazuri comes in. And Jin is in shock.
“This is Kamenashi Kazuya’s room right? Where is he?” Kazuri start his word when he notice that Jin in such blur. That must be because of his face. “I guess he doesn’t know,” Kazuri heart speak.
“Un.. he..is.. out.. for… his.. check..out...” says Jin one by one. His eye can’t stop from blinking and staring on ‘Kazuya’.
“Thank God he is fine,” Kazuri shout out, feeling relieved. He stretches his body to soothe the sore muscles together with his worry feeling.
“I guess I’m worrying too much, ne,” Kazuri said as if the word is for Jin instead of himself. Kazuri take a seat on the bed while waiting for his twin. He can feel Jin’s eye is still on him.
“What?!” he finally shout out when Jin keep staring.
“mm.. huh? Er.. Nothing,” replied Jin. He turns his wheelchair to face the window. The room remains silent.
Kazuya is on his way to the counter but he stops his step when someone took his arm. He turns to see who is that someone but before he manages to do that he was push to the wall softly with his hand locked. It’s Ueda. He stares into Kazuya eyes intently.
“It is that deep brown eye again,” he talks to himself. After a few moments Ueda let Kazuya go.
“I’m sorry but that’s the only that way I can differentiate you guys. Where is Kazuri? He owes me an explanation for almost a year now,” says Ueda with his voice low and soft when he realize that he can actually Kazuya with his action just now. He is on his way to Kazuya room actually but it is his spontaneous action to suddenly hooked Kazuya arm when they passed each other to check whether it is Kazuri or Kazuya. How can he manage to differentiate the twin by only staring into their eyes? That’s because he knew Kazuri can never stand when someone stare at him. Whenever Ueda looks at Kazuri right into his eyes, Kazuri can never stand it and he will shut his eye hoping for the stare will end. Ueda had always done that in a way to get a chance to kiss his lover.
“Kazuri? Oh...he might be at work. I didn’t get in touch with him since yesterday,” explain Kazuya. He is now sure that Ueda is the cute guy who holds him back years before.
“Hum...can I have his number?” Ueda asks. All he had in mind is to arrange a meet up between him and Kazuri. He really needs that explanation even a year had passed by.
“I’m sorry I can’t give my twin number to a stranger,” says Kazuya politely hoping for Ueda’s understanding. As he thought, Ueda face turn gloomy than ever. Seeing that face, Kazuya continue his word. “But… I guess I can call him for you right now,” Says Kazuya with his hand searching throughout his pocket for his phone. Ueda face change right away after listening to Kazuya’s words. He can’t help from smiling and saying thank you… but…
“Ah… I left it in the room. I have to get it,” Says Kazuya
“oh!” Ueda nodded.
“Ah...come with me… If I left my phone means I left my wallet too,” Says Kazuya afterward. They both walk in silence toward Kazuya’s room. When they enter, it feels like the whole world is silence when those four pair of eyes met. Ueda eyes are on Kazuri until he notices Jin also in the same room, on a wheel chair near the window. Jin eyes fall onto Kazuya that walks in with Ueda. Kazuri’s eyes are wide open seeing Ueda enter the room with his twin. As for Kazuya, he didn’t expect that Kazuri is waiting for him in his room.
“Ah… Kazuri... You are here. This person wants to meet you. I thought I want to call you. But since you are here, why don’t you meet him?” Kazuya change his sight from his twin to Ueda who is still standing at the door. He makes his step towards Kazuri and pushes him toward Ueda.
“You guys have a lot things to talk about right” Kazuya whisper to his twin ears.
“Wait! I didn’t get this!” Jin shouts suddenly.
“Gomen, Jin~… I forget about you. My twin, Kazuri” Kazuya introduce with a smile. He know that Jin don’t know that because he never tell Jin about his twin even when they were together. Kazuya continue pushing his twin toward Ueda until….
“No one needs to go anywhere. Here is fine and I think we really need to talk in four” says Ueda finally.
“Jin, he is that Kazuri” Ueda adds.
“And he is that Kazuya” Jin says. “Kazu… Sorry for the lie. I didn’t lose my memory at all” says Jin. Kazuya’s jaw drops. With that as a start, all the secrets are no longer a secret; the transplant surgery and the sudden breakup from the twins.
After all the talk everyone remain silence. Kazu twins found they have no right to give a word. Both of them seem to be the person to be blamed. It is really unexpected how their life was entangled like this since the sudden happening last year. Well, it is not a life when everything is expected, right? Jin is still on his wheel chair observing the twins and Ueda. He knows that he had started to love Ueda but at the same time there is no doubt about his feeling towards Kazuya. After his eyes drop onto Ueda’s hairclip he found out what he needs, what all of them needs. He pulls Ueda hand and whisper something. Ueda smiles hearing Jin’s words at first but then a moment later, his expression turn sour but at the end he gain back his smile. He then spontaneously kisses Jin cheek.
“I should get back to my room” Jin speaks loud. Ueda take his position behind Jin wheelchair and start to push Jin back to his room.
“I guess we got our answer” say Kazuya to his twin. Kazuri just nod his head, feeling sadness washing over him.
“We will be leaving, again. I hope thing like this won’t happen again. It’s a moment that shouldn’t be remembered,” Kazuya said. He cannot control his voice as its start shaking trying to hold the tears.
“Hope you both will be happy” says Kazuri continuing his twin’s word. He then take Kazuya hand and pull him out of the room with him. When they are passing by Jin and Ueda however, Jin grab Kazuya’s hand and Ueda grab Kazuri’s hand. Ueda pull Kazuri into his arm while Jin pull Kazuya on his lap. At that moment Ueda and Jin both says…
“We won’t without you”. And a kiss fall on their pair lips as if there is no tomorrow. That is the moment to remember.
Pssstt….Jin whisper to Ueda: I know you love him and I love you. But I will let you go because I know you love Kazuri more than me. And for you to know, same goes here I love Kazuya more. I’m sorry for everything. But, before we confess let’s play a trick~ *wink*~~
Author note: Basically this is my first fiction...At first I didn't plan it to be a multi-chaptered fic... But since i realize it is not fair to end up the first part like i that i decide to continue. However I love the first part the most...^^.. comment are welcome~ I'm off for my study until november I guess...till then..jya..
**
I always have a quote that keep flying in my mind that will force me to write something about it.. referring to chapter two, some of Ueda love quote is from me and some is from other... the next fic will be from the quote "Tell me a lie that you hate me because I’ll tell you the truth that I love you" <--this quote keep flying until i write something about it.. YOROSHIKU NE~~
Pairing: Akanishi Jin X Kamensahi Kazuya, Akanishi Jin X Ueda Tatsuya
Rating: PG
Summary: It just a moment to remember
Betaed by messyboo
~ FINAL CHAPTER~
To bump onto someone so suddenly is already shocking. However, bumping onto someone that you know is more shocking but it is a bigger shock still when the ‘someone’ you bumped into is the one you love before. Kazuri is stunned watching Ueda who is picking his flower bouquet that is scattered due to the impact of colliding just now. The familiar hairpin on Ueda’s hair makes Kazuri confirmed that it is indeed Ueda since the piece of clip is his own handiwork, made especially for Ueda.
“Sorry,” he says in a rush and continues his run toward the counter to ask about his twin. His mind is in such a mess trying to process the incident that happens just now. But he figured he rather thinks about his twin than his own personal matter at the moment. Ueda shrug when the person that bumps onto him seems to disappear in a blink of the eyes. He shook his head and makes his move to the counter before asking about Jin. After the nurse on the counter kindly explains the direction, Ueda makes his move. On his way he plays with his hair and repositions his hairclip, his precious treasure. On his way, his mind flies to the moment where he starts to be in Jin's life.
After being dumped in a sudden phone call, Ueda had no choice but to accept the break up. At that moment, he also made a promise to himself. The hairclip that Kazuri had made with all his love will always pinned be to his hair as long there is still love toward Kazuri but when he can move on, he will throw that hairclip away himself. To make his life more bearable after the sudden break up, he always spent his time with kids at the park with a hope the joy that he had at the park will wash his sadness away. Soon, all the time spent in the park had turned him into a stalker. He notices Jin, the person that looks so empty all the time. Observing those miserable look of Jin, he surely need someone to take good care of him. He also notices Jin still looks cool even in such condition. That is when he decides to approach Jin. Being in a relationship with Jin had helps him to forget about Kazuri little by little. Ueda shared his ‘tragic love ending’ with Jin in a hope that Jin will understand him more and in return, Jin also let Ueda know about Kazuya.
“Kazuya?!” Ueda shouted when he was listening to Jin story. It reminds him about Kazuri’s identical twin. “But...Maybe it is just a coincidence,” says Ueda to himself. He and Jin seem to get well with each other fast due to the same relationship fate. Realizing how much they need each other to forget their pain love story made them really want to hold on the relationship so that there is no more pain cause by love.
Ueda get back to the real world when he reaches Jin room.
“Eh… where is Jin? I’m sure this is the room….mmm…” Ueda mumble to himself. He decides to wait. He wanders around the room until his eyes drop onto the patient nametag on the wall at the bed head.
Patient Name: Akanishi Jin
Doctor in Charge: Nakamaru Yuichi
Guardian: Kamenashi Kazuya
“The name seems familiar…wait…Kamenashi KAZUYA!!” Ueda shouts in his heart. “Can it be the twin? It seems to make sense. What if ‘Kazuya’ who is taking care of him is Kazuri’s twin? What if that ‘Kazuya’ is also Jin’s previous love? Ah...I better check it out. Plus, Jin is not here yet,” Ueda put his flower bouquet properly on the table and make his move back towards the counter. His mind is working with each of his step. To think back, Jin’s break up was around the time when got the sudden call from Kazuri. “What a mystery. Kazuya must be the twin, that must be IT!” he mumbles to himself. As he reaches the counter he keeps asking about Kazuya and finally he knew that Kazuya was admitted yesterday and heads to his room.
>>>Meanwhile in Kazuya’s room<<<
They both still in silence until a nurse come in. “I’m here to take off your drip Kamenashi-san. The doctor says you’re allowed to check out today,” says the nurse with a smile. She makes her move toward Kazuya and takes the pole from Jin hand. She then guide Kazuya to his bed and let him sit before continuing her work taking the needle off.
“Yosh! You are done Kamenashi-san,” says the nurse without losing her smile.
“Ne.. you just can stop smiling aren’t you?” says Kazuya, replying the nurse word with his cute smile. The nurse blushes and makes her move out of the room. Meanwhile, Jin is jealous. He cannot stand ‘his’ Kazuya giving the cute smile to someone else.
“I’m going out to settle the check out process. Do you want to get back to you room or you want to stay here?” Kazuya ask Jin when the nurse is already out.
“Wait here. I’ll send you back to you room afterward” says Kazuya immediately without waiting for Jin’s answer. He knows Jin is in jealousy from the expression shown on his face. However, Kazuya just smile and make his move. A while after Kazuya is out, Kazuri comes in. And Jin is in shock.
“This is Kamenashi Kazuya’s room right? Where is he?” Kazuri start his word when he notice that Jin in such blur. That must be because of his face. “I guess he doesn’t know,” Kazuri heart speak.
“Un.. he..is.. out.. for… his.. check..out...” says Jin one by one. His eye can’t stop from blinking and staring on ‘Kazuya’.
“Thank God he is fine,” Kazuri shout out, feeling relieved. He stretches his body to soothe the sore muscles together with his worry feeling.
“I guess I’m worrying too much, ne,” Kazuri said as if the word is for Jin instead of himself. Kazuri take a seat on the bed while waiting for his twin. He can feel Jin’s eye is still on him.
“What?!” he finally shout out when Jin keep staring.
“mm.. huh? Er.. Nothing,” replied Jin. He turns his wheelchair to face the window. The room remains silent.
Kazuya is on his way to the counter but he stops his step when someone took his arm. He turns to see who is that someone but before he manages to do that he was push to the wall softly with his hand locked. It’s Ueda. He stares into Kazuya eyes intently.
“It is that deep brown eye again,” he talks to himself. After a few moments Ueda let Kazuya go.
“I’m sorry but that’s the only that way I can differentiate you guys. Where is Kazuri? He owes me an explanation for almost a year now,” says Ueda with his voice low and soft when he realize that he can actually Kazuya with his action just now. He is on his way to Kazuya room actually but it is his spontaneous action to suddenly hooked Kazuya arm when they passed each other to check whether it is Kazuri or Kazuya. How can he manage to differentiate the twin by only staring into their eyes? That’s because he knew Kazuri can never stand when someone stare at him. Whenever Ueda looks at Kazuri right into his eyes, Kazuri can never stand it and he will shut his eye hoping for the stare will end. Ueda had always done that in a way to get a chance to kiss his lover.
“Kazuri? Oh...he might be at work. I didn’t get in touch with him since yesterday,” explain Kazuya. He is now sure that Ueda is the cute guy who holds him back years before.
“Hum...can I have his number?” Ueda asks. All he had in mind is to arrange a meet up between him and Kazuri. He really needs that explanation even a year had passed by.
“I’m sorry I can’t give my twin number to a stranger,” says Kazuya politely hoping for Ueda’s understanding. As he thought, Ueda face turn gloomy than ever. Seeing that face, Kazuya continue his word. “But… I guess I can call him for you right now,” Says Kazuya with his hand searching throughout his pocket for his phone. Ueda face change right away after listening to Kazuya’s words. He can’t help from smiling and saying thank you… but…
“Ah… I left it in the room. I have to get it,” Says Kazuya
“oh!” Ueda nodded.
“Ah...come with me… If I left my phone means I left my wallet too,” Says Kazuya afterward. They both walk in silence toward Kazuya’s room. When they enter, it feels like the whole world is silence when those four pair of eyes met. Ueda eyes are on Kazuri until he notices Jin also in the same room, on a wheel chair near the window. Jin eyes fall onto Kazuya that walks in with Ueda. Kazuri’s eyes are wide open seeing Ueda enter the room with his twin. As for Kazuya, he didn’t expect that Kazuri is waiting for him in his room.
“Ah… Kazuri... You are here. This person wants to meet you. I thought I want to call you. But since you are here, why don’t you meet him?” Kazuya change his sight from his twin to Ueda who is still standing at the door. He makes his step towards Kazuri and pushes him toward Ueda.
“You guys have a lot things to talk about right” Kazuya whisper to his twin ears.
“Wait! I didn’t get this!” Jin shouts suddenly.
“Gomen, Jin~… I forget about you. My twin, Kazuri” Kazuya introduce with a smile. He know that Jin don’t know that because he never tell Jin about his twin even when they were together. Kazuya continue pushing his twin toward Ueda until….
“No one needs to go anywhere. Here is fine and I think we really need to talk in four” says Ueda finally.
“Jin, he is that Kazuri” Ueda adds.
“And he is that Kazuya” Jin says. “Kazu… Sorry for the lie. I didn’t lose my memory at all” says Jin. Kazuya’s jaw drops. With that as a start, all the secrets are no longer a secret; the transplant surgery and the sudden breakup from the twins.
After all the talk everyone remain silence. Kazu twins found they have no right to give a word. Both of them seem to be the person to be blamed. It is really unexpected how their life was entangled like this since the sudden happening last year. Well, it is not a life when everything is expected, right? Jin is still on his wheel chair observing the twins and Ueda. He knows that he had started to love Ueda but at the same time there is no doubt about his feeling towards Kazuya. After his eyes drop onto Ueda’s hairclip he found out what he needs, what all of them needs. He pulls Ueda hand and whisper something. Ueda smiles hearing Jin’s words at first but then a moment later, his expression turn sour but at the end he gain back his smile. He then spontaneously kisses Jin cheek.
“I should get back to my room” Jin speaks loud. Ueda take his position behind Jin wheelchair and start to push Jin back to his room.
“I guess we got our answer” say Kazuya to his twin. Kazuri just nod his head, feeling sadness washing over him.
“We will be leaving, again. I hope thing like this won’t happen again. It’s a moment that shouldn’t be remembered,” Kazuya said. He cannot control his voice as its start shaking trying to hold the tears.
“Hope you both will be happy” says Kazuri continuing his twin’s word. He then take Kazuya hand and pull him out of the room with him. When they are passing by Jin and Ueda however, Jin grab Kazuya’s hand and Ueda grab Kazuri’s hand. Ueda pull Kazuri into his arm while Jin pull Kazuya on his lap. At that moment Ueda and Jin both says…
“We won’t without you”. And a kiss fall on their pair lips as if there is no tomorrow. That is the moment to remember.
Pssstt….Jin whisper to Ueda: I know you love him and I love you. But I will let you go because I know you love Kazuri more than me. And for you to know, same goes here I love Kazuya more. I’m sorry for everything. But, before we confess let’s play a trick~ *wink*~~
Author note: Basically this is my first fiction...At first I didn't plan it to be a multi-chaptered fic... But since i realize it is not fair to end up the first part like i that i decide to continue. However I love the first part the most...^^.. comment are welcome~ I'm off for my study until november I guess...till then..jya..
**
I always have a quote that keep flying in my mind that will force me to write something about it.. referring to chapter two, some of Ueda love quote is from me and some is from other... the next fic will be from the quote "Tell me a lie that you hate me because I’ll tell you the truth that I love you" <--this quote keep flying until i write something about it.. YOROSHIKU NE~~