spring cleaning... and my words are exposed...

[eargasm_]

so there i was, cleaning up the little nooks and crannies behind the computer and i found an old poetry book of mine from highschool.
little blurbs of expressive words speaking of pain, and heartbreak. normal teenage angst.
words that run along the lines of
"how could you..." "why did you..." "do you not love me anymore..."
proof of ignorance... and the need to belong in a crowd that just won't accept you
conformity.

so i decided to post one of my poems...
history behind it?
well... take a guess.

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i'm suffocating in your guilt
when the fuck you gonna take
this pillow off my face?
overwhelmed by anger
cause your ass has been replaced
BROKENHEARTED?!
your heart was shattered
to little pieces on the floor
but you found yourself a new love
one bitch better than before
only angels now you say
clever on your part and true
but i'd check behind the halo
the bitches horns are poking through
i can't wait until she dumps you
kicks your punk ass to the curb
i don't understand who'd want you
i can't wait until i've heard
all the shit you have to spit
like how you're love for me was strong
but i broke you're heart too quick
and that love is now long gone
you just wait until i snap
it won't be a pretty sight

for by day i'm with the angels
and the devils when it's night