Where'd All The Good People Go...?
"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not." -Dr. Seuss, The Lorax
epiphany? realization? conclusion? guilty admittance... who knows what it is, but i've come to terms with it. i'm just as bad as her. maybe even worse? (SHE called ME wild...) but if i'm so much the same, how come i feel so ridiculously different? ignorance. i bet you. that's what it is... ignorance. or maybe control? ha! yeah right. me in control of the situation, that's bullshit. i'm no better than the rest of them. in fact, i dont even know what motivates me, or compels me to do the things i do. and trust me... i've done quite my share
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11:40pm {additive} so there are still so many more thoughts running through my head, and there's no way to get rid of them. as much as i want to they're here forever. forever ever? hmmm. i suppose that's not true. i have the ability to bounce back fast. get over things in light speed. but that's because i've gone through enough to just not care for too long. (cept with you-know-who... fuck ginger. he broke my heart) whats on my mind? i don't NEED your drama, get on with your life, don't stress just chill. bitches are bitches, shit happens, one way or another you gotta just say fuck it. and that's what i say. FUCK IT. i still think i'm horrible though... very horrible.
epiphany? realization? conclusion? guilty admittance... who knows what it is, but i've come to terms with it. i'm just as bad as her. maybe even worse? (SHE called ME wild...) but if i'm so much the same, how come i feel so ridiculously different? ignorance. i bet you. that's what it is... ignorance. or maybe control? ha! yeah right. me in control of the situation, that's bullshit. i'm no better than the rest of them. in fact, i dont even know what motivates me, or compels me to do the things i do. and trust me... i've done quite my share
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11:40pm {additive} so there are still so many more thoughts running through my head, and there's no way to get rid of them. as much as i want to they're here forever. forever ever? hmmm. i suppose that's not true. i have the ability to bounce back fast. get over things in light speed. but that's because i've gone through enough to just not care for too long. (cept with you-know-who... fuck ginger. he broke my heart) whats on my mind? i don't NEED your drama, get on with your life, don't stress just chill. bitches are bitches, shit happens, one way or another you gotta just say fuck it. and that's what i say. FUCK IT. i still think i'm horrible though... very horrible.