Aug 03, 2004 16:31
Just felt like listing a few of my AIM away messages:
Label: Away
I'm currently away from life. Let me know when it's safe to come back.
Label: Belief System
I was content. I never so much as looked at another woman, not because it was the right thing to do, but because I never WANTED to look. I never abused her or took advantage of her in any way. I was always there for her, but she left anyway. Meanwhile, the asshole down the street beats his girlfriend or cheats on his wife or is never there for her or whatever, and yet she stays with him... and you ask me how I know there's no God.
Label: Dream or Nightmare?
I can't decide which best describes my life right now... did I just wake up from a two-year long dream or have I been in a nightmare for the past month and not woken up yet? I hope it's the latter, but suspect it's the former.
Label: Good Guys
This is an ode to the good guys:
The good guys care about other people, and so they fall twice as hard when they are pushed, they bleed twice as much when they are betrayed. The more they try to be respectful and considerate, the more they are taken advantage of, the more they are forgotten, the more they go unappreciated and unnoticed. The good guys really do finish last, but at least they finish with dignity and self-respect. Fuck the first place finishers.
Label: incomplete
I eagerly chiseled away at my whole being to make room for her, and she filled the void and made me more complete than I ever thought I could be. But then she left, and now I'm more incomplete than my original self and have no way to repair the self-inflicted damage. I can never heal.
Label: Lost Soul
I am a lost soul. If you happen to find me, please return me to my former life.
Label: Memories
For the lonely man, memories are a curse. Good memories only serve to remind him of what he no longer has and bad memories only serve to remind him of how he ended up alone.
Label: My life in lyrics
Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong
Staind - It's Been Awhile
Stone Temple Pilots - Creep
Hoobastank - Running Away
Stone Temple Pilots - Sour Girl
Breaking Benjamin - So Cold
Bush - Glycerine
Sugarcult - Memory
Tantric - Mourning
Label: Substitute
She intoxicates me, but since she's not here, vodka will have to do.