Mostly Good News
The cats are hissy and skittish around each other, but forunately, no fights have started, nor are any of the cats being picked on.
Mom and I got in a silly argument today, but considering the long peace time and the short duration of the argument combined with the fact that my brother is home again... we're doing spectacularly well. It's a small ripple in the pond. This brings me to the next point. So far, there has been little tention between the three of us thus far. I'm pleased.
I'm doing the affirmations everyday, and I'm now able to do the Reiki on myself every day and can ground afterward. Reiki is such a genlte energy. It really does meet you where you are.
I figured out all the damn scorpions, I think. "Here I am! Rock you like a hurricane!" Yeah, storm self made a funny. *facepalm*
Something good happened to me this morning. I was lying awake listening to my mom and brother yammering on about T.V. shows when I got two flashes of the same image, the tops of Egyptian pyramids. They were in their present day state of ruin, and I don't think it had anything to do with Egypt or past lives or.... a mother ship.... *facepalm* I felt clear headed and got the sense that the image was just about me being in a period of re- creating myself. Considering I felt clear headed and generally good about the flashes, I think I'm on the right track.
Much of my anger toward a specific imfamous "godkin" has subsided. This is great. I still feel super wrong about her when I scroll past her posts, so that lets me know my intuition about her is right. I still get sick, bt I'm not driving myself into sickness with anger, so all I can do is what I've already done, simply ask the universe to help her and then let go of it entirely.
I suspect that, if I am otherkin, I may be some type of celestial (I don't like such terms) or perhaps some sort of human soul that has ascended or transformed enough to be slightly different from most... But if this is right, I'm likely to take time away from the kin community to let it sit and simmer in the pot for a while as I attempt to just be the best audra I can be. When I come back to it, deffinitions and meanings will probably be a little more clear. We'll see. Oh, the reasons I'm starting to suspect his are a sense of raw connection w/ the universe and what some would call the divine and that I seem to have a chakras system with more developed minor chakras like chakras above the crown and very large ones on my upper arm. Also, there are the several sets of wings that don't feel like they are there in the sense of having every ben permenent fixtures of my body so much as there when I need them. I can haz arm wings. I get them when I do Reiki and have to imagine my arms shrinking back into normal arms.
Reiki is super gentle. I love it! stormself is often gently ushered away from the rest of me, and when it reappears, he is more gentle, and it feels like healing has taken place.