Tell me if this sounds self rightous
Forgive my inability to articulate my experiences well, for they are strange and taste good with catchup.
I occasionally have small phantom wings on my back. They are about the size of my shoulder blades. These wings often show up when I am meditating, doing something like a visualization or grounding exercise. They feel very right. One thing that occurred to me via a burst of intuition is they are verbs, not nouns, not things. They are me doing something rather than something that is just there on their own. I have also had the feeling that they represent me being my own guide.
I also sometimes feel like I have a big round halo like the ones on old fashioned icons. Other times I feel like I'm wearing a helmet or even have something that looks like a pope hat. Lol
There are also phantom things that seem to be sitting on my shoulders and around my upper arms. The things wrapped around my upper arms seem to flair out as though they are another small set of wings.
I don't know what's going on. I feel like I have more major chakras than the seven that many people believe in, so perhaps that has something to do with this. I've felt major chakras on my shoulder blades and another pair on my upper arm as well as more chakras below my buttocks (a row between my legs) and a few above what would be my crown chakra.
It occurs to me that my post may sound like I'm some sanctimonious weirdo, and I assure you, I am not sanctimonious. Having said that, my intention is not to sound snobby. I'm simply describing sensations. I'm not trying to relate these to “holy” things or make myself look super important. I rather dislike religious imagery, and I hope I'm not stepping on anyone's toes. I'm not trying to say I'm a saint or anything. I'm far from it. These are just the only things I have to compare my weird phantom sensations to.