Unkown
Okay I just got finished meditating so I am doing finer than I was earlier today which was really boring. I did absolutely nothing today but just set around and think and just explore myself and other people. I would have meditated, but for some strange reason I can only meditate at night (I am weired), so basically I have been seating on my buttang waiting for the sunny to finally go down so that I can meditate.
On the other hand I am kind of pissed for numerous reasons. The first is that while I was meditating my mom banged on my door to take the stupid dog out, now I could see if she interupted my meditation hour for something else that was more important than that stupid dog, but I had gotten over it. Then my dad had goten angree at me for no certain reason at all (nothing new). If I haven't told you guys yet about my dad he is a little jealouse of me =( and that is not easy to say at all for I think that is really said that you can look at your son and see how successful he is and how everything in his life is how it should be with perfection and not be proud of that because you are not in that possesion or you wish you were in that possesion rather. I truly think that he just looks at me in discuss sometimes because one I am nothing like him two I have my own sense of mind and three I look better than him some days and 'and I can't look better than him, because I make him look old and warn and not everone would come up to him and tell him how nice he looks instead they come to me with the compimates', which personally I don't care if I get the compliments or not as long as I am still living and have my success and my young age. Gosh its just sometimes I wish everyone would being so much against me, then again thats what happens when you are successful at 15 years of age. I mean I have everything planed out for my life and living it out tell its fullest. well I gots to go, I didn't say what I wanted to because the music that my dad is playing got me out of the mood I was in early when I was meditating ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!. talks later
On the other hand I am kind of pissed for numerous reasons. The first is that while I was meditating my mom banged on my door to take the stupid dog out, now I could see if she interupted my meditation hour for something else that was more important than that stupid dog, but I had gotten over it. Then my dad had goten angree at me for no certain reason at all (nothing new). If I haven't told you guys yet about my dad he is a little jealouse of me =( and that is not easy to say at all for I think that is really said that you can look at your son and see how successful he is and how everything in his life is how it should be with perfection and not be proud of that because you are not in that possesion or you wish you were in that possesion rather. I truly think that he just looks at me in discuss sometimes because one I am nothing like him two I have my own sense of mind and three I look better than him some days and 'and I can't look better than him, because I make him look old and warn and not everone would come up to him and tell him how nice he looks instead they come to me with the compimates', which personally I don't care if I get the compliments or not as long as I am still living and have my success and my young age. Gosh its just sometimes I wish everyone would being so much against me, then again thats what happens when you are successful at 15 years of age. I mean I have everything planed out for my life and living it out tell its fullest. well I gots to go, I didn't say what I wanted to because the music that my dad is playing got me out of the mood I was in early when I was meditating ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!. talks later