Feeling Better =)
Okay I called him like Twice and he wasn't home. Surprisingly I was not upset as I seem in the last entry (if he wasn't home), but I felt kind of okay about it because I am not really ready to talk to him on a personal level anyway. I espicially felt even more better when I had wrote this beautiful poem about the relationship we have or the relationsip I want to have with him and what I think about him (gosh that said so homol,lol) rather. Its called Sea Of Life, I might post it and I might not,I might just send it to certain people that I know personally, I don't know I have to think on it. Well I am feeling good =), talk later. Oh ya, almost forgot that the poem also tell a little biography about me, so thats one credit that I might post it so keep your finger's crossed.