May 23, 2001 10:29
Okay it is about 10:30, and I am nervous as hell to call this boy. I don't know what I am nervous about,probably what he might think of my feeling and thoughts about him, he'll probably think I am gay........ Let me just call him and stop talking about it. I tried to call Raven but she couldn't talk because she had death in the family and like everyone was calling her house ughhhhh. This reminded me of the feeling yesterday,when Shanise told him about the notebook. ughhhhhhhh okay i am leaving bye