May 03, 2003 00:28
Today was a trying day. During 3rd period we had a Sub and everyone was pretty much goofing off while the sub played a video documentary on Jail. This girl behind me brought up the virginity subject and pretty much a good portion of the class was in the discussion, so at first it was really light everyone who was in the discussion stated if they were a virgin or not, and questioning people who they thought were or wasn't. Anyway I just stayed silent until Akins came into the conversation and was asking everyone if they were a virgin or not, and we came to me I of course had to be stupid and honest and said that I wasn't..and yes I was the only non-virgin in the discussion. Of course everyone gasp'd..and then started to ask me on the DL if I gave it to a girl or a boy. I was so upset at myself, because I have yet to get over loosing my virginity and I certainly wasn't up for discussion about it; however, if that was the case why did I even open my mouth to give out the honest answer? Of course I refuse to tell them, and protested for the discussion/questioning to end.
I then came home and called Patricia, to tell her how upset I was at myself, and how I need to learn to keep my mouth shut. She then told me that after class everyone ran up to her wanting to know who I gave it to. They know that she knows because we are both really close. Thankfully she told them that it wasn't her place to tell, and I just love her for that.
There is also a new rumor going around that me and Adam hooked up. This I find pretty hilarious, and no it isn't true! It got started by Adam jokingly telling everyone that I had we had a crush on each other and that we hooked up. Well, this person behind him believed him at first, then he asked Patricia if it were true or not and she said "no he was just joking," and yet though being told this, this person goes around and tells X # of people including one of my friends named Will. OMG, I just want to get away from all of these controversy and scandals,haha.