Prayer's Answered
Okay can someone please explain to me, why every time I decide to write in my journal I am half a sleep? This really bug's me out because the things that I want to say I can't say because I have to explain it all and I am always to tired to do that. On the other hand everything is going quit peachy. I will be getting out of school in about 5wk in which I so can not wait, you know if you really look at it 5wk's is not a long time. I mean we have basically done all the projects and reports and crap that had needed to be done the quarter, so the only thing that would be major is the weekly friday test and quizes which is not a big deal for me because I always get a good grade on them. Oh ya, I had almost forgot to say this or tell it rather. Okay for awhile now I have been praying to God to send me a friend that was in a unique way like me personally.Now I have been praying about this for some time now, and it has finally been answered. There is this guy at my school who is so unique and stand's out like myself, (in away not as much as me though) I mean the kid has his on sense of thought and character, that is something you don't find common with people my age. I mean he is the kind of person were he hates having beef with people in which when he told me that I knew that he was going down the same path I was. He also has his future plained out like I do and is working on it now,not later when he is finished with school (I hate when people do that, and most of them are black =( ). He is also interested in poetry (which he writes) and he writes songs. when he told me this I wanted to fall out of my seat, because I thought that I was the only one that does that kind of stuff at my young mature age. Also he says he is spiritual, which I have yet to see that.
You know when he was telling me all this things about thimselves, and I was telling him how I was the same way and........... (conversating). I so myself in him when I was younger, I mean its like I see him hanging around this crowd (black, thug crowd, whatever you want to call it)and its like I can so tell that he doesn't like hanging around them and that he know's that he doesn't feel that he should belong to any type of "groupy friends" (must we say), because he is different from them, just like I am. At the same time though I think and feel that the reason why he stay's bond and hooked on to them is because they love him or his image rather, because nigga could dress.Anyway he has goten excepted into that group all because he had forced himself to kiss up to them, something I was not down to do from the start, but eventually he would come to his senses and would see that what he is doing is not making him feel comfortable with himself personally. I know this because I went through the same situation. Well I have to tell you more but I have to go to bed.
You know when he was telling me all this things about thimselves, and I was telling him how I was the same way and........... (conversating). I so myself in him when I was younger, I mean its like I see him hanging around this crowd (black, thug crowd, whatever you want to call it)and its like I can so tell that he doesn't like hanging around them and that he know's that he doesn't feel that he should belong to any type of "groupy friends" (must we say), because he is different from them, just like I am. At the same time though I think and feel that the reason why he stay's bond and hooked on to them is because they love him or his image rather, because nigga could dress.Anyway he has goten excepted into that group all because he had forced himself to kiss up to them, something I was not down to do from the start, but eventually he would come to his senses and would see that what he is doing is not making him feel comfortable with himself personally. I know this because I went through the same situation. Well I have to tell you more but I have to go to bed.