Coming To Terms
Okay I have so came to terms with my feeling now. I hope I will explain this to ya'll as I visioned it(explaining this). I might jump back and forth from subject to subject so bare with me and get ready for the ride. I might not say all that I want to say right this second either, so you might see a part to of this. Anyway I have decided for myself that I am no longer going to sugar coat or dinie the way I really feel about something or someone and change my feeling to something totally opposite of what I am feeling. I have decided for myself that I am going to be direct and straight forward with people. I am just so tired of people thinking that they can take advantage of me and dinie my spirituality which really, really pisses me off and basically the people who do that are carnal:spiritual people who do the opposite of what they really know they should be doing. LIke example, someone might go and cut on the t.v. knowing they should be reading there bible. And its like another thing that irritates me about the church is that, they kind of create there on bible, which really are like church tradition that they were taught. like for example if you were to listen to music that was not christian or not gospel, then "you are not save or are spiritual", which I totally 100% disagree with. I listen the secular music all the time including gospel, but at the same time I have gotten so far in life and with my career than anyone my age or even 10x older for that matter. The point is just because you choose to listen to another types of music besides christianity music does not, and in some cases have nothing to do with your spirituality or the relationship you have with God, if it is that strong. Well with that said I have to go, there will be a part 2 of this by the way.