May 12, 2001 22:06
Okay I had just started writing the song "Papa", and I came across some tear's. It wasn't that the song its self that was making me break down, but for the simple fact that at the same time that I was writing it, I was thinking about the people who I care for the most in this world,which was mainly my sister who I was thinking of. If I haven't told you my sister and I are like really close. There is not one individual on this earth who's knows me better than her. Part of the reason why that is because we are almost exactly alike.So its like if I have to talk to her about something or if she has to talk to me about something,its right to the point of what we both need (giving advise). Also as I was writing the song I was thinking about my friend who inspired to write the song (papa),and I was just thinking about how much I will miss him when we graduate and such, and all of that lead to the people at my school as a whole and how I will miss people there.But back to my friend who inspired me to write this song.Him and I are like really close, not as close as my sister and I, but he has to be the closet friend that I have that has none me to a certain depth (my spirituality). So we are able to communicate on that level a little. I am still teaching him some thing about it and such..... Well this is all that I am going to write today, although I still have alot to tell. Oh well there is always tomorrow.