FRIEND OF MINE
Well its morning and I am awake, duuuuuuu. Anyway like all last night I could not stop worrying and thinking about one of my friend who is my partner for my children's book project for class. The reason why I am so worried about him, is because he is going through a depression. And its like I can't really help him (give him advise)because he doesn't really open up to me and tell me all of his problems. WEll then again it's not just that but he would not really admit to the problems he has, and its like I really want to help him because I do not want to go to school one morning and find out in home room that he had killed himself (morning announcements). Its just sometimes I wish I could just take his worries and pain, and put it on my back so that he wouldn't have to struggle. And its like I want to tell him that I am hear for him and that I do care for him a whole lot (as a friend)and if he needs someone to talk to and open up to than I am here with open ears, but he is not an open person so I really don't know what else to do but pray for him which really frustrates me,because I so think that I am suppsed to do something else for him, in which I am right I am,but if you doesn't want to open up to me than I can't really do anything. Its just I know for a fact that I would feel so guilty if that morning comes around and I do hear that he has take his life. I would feel so low,because I know that I could have done something more. At the same time though I have to remember that its the person who allows a changes in themselves and in there lives,not by another man. Well thats basically all I have to say for this morning. I think I am going to email him later on, if so I will post it.