I Don't Know What Is Wrong With Me

[eagleye]

this is the most grueling feeling I have ever had in my whole entire life. I don't know what is wrong with me, I don't know what I am feeling I think it is miserey. At the same time I am lonely, and it is really, really making me upset and mad because I am not understanding myself (how I feel)and with that I can not write anything (song,poetry)because my emotion's are dumb. I want to cry soooooooo bad but the tears just aren't coming, this is sooooooooo odd.