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wow i get on live journal over here at my neighbors house. i find out that some mutherfucker named adam is sending ashlinn pictures of himself naked. and she liked it. and she is all like i guess were even for the picture he had. well i say honestly fuck that. perry sent that picture to me over the summer in like fuckin august after i got back from new york. i didnt even know ashlinn then. i was still with amanda. im seriously gonna fuck someone up. i cant stand this shit anymore. its like she wants me to be mad at her. she wants me to see these things and get mad.like she wanrts me to break up with her so she wont have to do the dirty work. or why else would she put it on livejournal. i love her to death but i dont know how much more of this crap i can possibly just ignore and act like it doesnt fuckin bother me when it hurts so fuckin bad. you know i thought that she really does care and its like every day i start to wonder more and more if she really does. not if she is getting off by looking at pictures of her guy friends naked. not to mention her fuckin ex who she told someones sister or what not that was her boyfriend and tried to play it off like she was talkin about the lead singer of taking back sunday or some shit.you know what fuck this shit. i really cant take it anymore. i dont want to hurt. and it seems all ive done siince bein with ashlinn is hurt. i love her soo much but it does really seem that she could really give two shits about me. errgg people these days piss me off. well i gotta go