Feb 28, 2004 14:52
Still a three-legged elephant. So far this week, I lost contact with 6 "love interests", any sense of reality, and my own sanity. I can't wait to fuckin move. I think I'm headed down to Eugene con or sans Ry. That's up to him.
no more elyssa, no more chris, no more jared, no more lindsey, no more jenna, no more josiah. just me. AND Bloody Mary. She'll always be there. I just put new strings on her and was writing this song about killing marcus, but I can't write it anymore cuz i don't know if he killed lindsey or if she killed him or if they're still killing each other...? apparently it doesn't matter, or at least im not important enough to tell.
the subhumans are playing on the 5th and imagonnago. Quasi is playing on the 12th and i wanna go. kinda. I wanna be supportive of Ry anyways. He missed a Deerhoof show last night and is going to miss a Dead Meadow show cuz its at stupid Berbati's Pan. He refuses to go get an ID. I have one and i just think it'd be oh so rad if we could just go see a show and get a drink and remind ourselves why we've stuck around each other for so fucking long now. I don't think he remembers.
I've been a bitch lately. REcently. The past few years.
Fuck all of em...I LIKE IT.
anyways. yup. just thought i'd piss and moan somewhere other than the crapper