Long time no talk!
Well it's been some time since I wrote in this silly thing. I know it's been over 4 months, but there have been some things on my mind and on my heart. If you don't know, my 1 year wedding anniversary is coming up tomorrow and I am just so very excited. I have never been so excited, pleased, happy, and in love with somebody in my entire life! We went to a friend or ours wedding last night and I just thought about how wonderful that day was for me, it was like a flood of happiness and joy just overcame me. I'm happy for Chris; I hope his marriage gets stronger with every year just as mine has!
Other things that are going on are that I miss my daughter so very much. I just wish she didn't live with her mom. If my sweet wife and I lived in a better school district, which we will soon, I would want her to stay with me all the time. I hate not having her around; I'm just missing out on to much of her life. I hate this legal crap too, all of this I want this and you will get what I tell you you can have. I hate that feeling of being walked all over and getting the crap end of the deal. I hate that fathers who care and take responsibility for their actions get craped on by greedy controlling two faced people!!! I really hate people that take anything and every thing from the father just because they can! I feel so bad for my boss at work, because his X is one of those people, and I think he would be a much better parent than his X, from what he's told me anyway.
Anyway, off of that little rant, I have to stop myself because I don't want this to turn into a bashing of any kind and this is supposed to be a happy posting. I'm sad that none of my wife's friends have had time to come and visit in a while; there were fun to hang out with. We all need to go out to dinner soon kids!
I have some projects that I need to get started on soon in prep for out new house, I have a coffee table, our bed, Trins bed, an entertainment center, book shelves and a kitchen table to build, That's about $4000 worth of wood I have to buy. I know that sounds like a lot, but the bed we want is over $2000 and the table is over $1000 plus the bench for the table is almost $400, so that's quite a bit of savings, plus I get to build it. I'm very excited about it!
I know by doing this, my D'lyn will want me to do this more and more, but I just don't get into in like she does, but maybe, just maybe I will. But as for today, I am spent. Have a good night all, I know I will!
And here is my Irish quote for this entry...
Fall in love if you can. It is easy-nothing easier to a poet.
Frances A. Fahy
Other things that are going on are that I miss my daughter so very much. I just wish she didn't live with her mom. If my sweet wife and I lived in a better school district, which we will soon, I would want her to stay with me all the time. I hate not having her around; I'm just missing out on to much of her life. I hate this legal crap too, all of this I want this and you will get what I tell you you can have. I hate that feeling of being walked all over and getting the crap end of the deal. I hate that fathers who care and take responsibility for their actions get craped on by greedy controlling two faced people!!! I really hate people that take anything and every thing from the father just because they can! I feel so bad for my boss at work, because his X is one of those people, and I think he would be a much better parent than his X, from what he's told me anyway.
Anyway, off of that little rant, I have to stop myself because I don't want this to turn into a bashing of any kind and this is supposed to be a happy posting. I'm sad that none of my wife's friends have had time to come and visit in a while; there were fun to hang out with. We all need to go out to dinner soon kids!
I have some projects that I need to get started on soon in prep for out new house, I have a coffee table, our bed, Trins bed, an entertainment center, book shelves and a kitchen table to build, That's about $4000 worth of wood I have to buy. I know that sounds like a lot, but the bed we want is over $2000 and the table is over $1000 plus the bench for the table is almost $400, so that's quite a bit of savings, plus I get to build it. I'm very excited about it!
I know by doing this, my D'lyn will want me to do this more and more, but I just don't get into in like she does, but maybe, just maybe I will. But as for today, I am spent. Have a good night all, I know I will!
And here is my Irish quote for this entry...
Fall in love if you can. It is easy-nothing easier to a poet.
Frances A. Fahy