I cant take this anymore...........
I really cant take my life anymore. Everything that I try to do everyone starts shit with me. Who would care if I killed myself? Nobody. But im to much of a fucking wimp to do it. I have nothing to live for, NOTHING! I have no one who loves me. No one by my side and everytime things start going good again more shit happpens. I really dont want to live anymore! I HAVE NEVER FELT SO ALONE AND I HAVE NEVER CUT MYSELF THIS MUCH! cutting myself is all that I think about now! I keep everything inside ansd kiss everyones ass and Im done. I want to be sent away so i'll finally get the push I need and finally slit my wrist!