This is IT!!!
I think that i have reached a point that i feel as though i cant go any father.... But i keep going and i am not sure how i am doing it... But now, this is it i want to stop and i dont want to even try to take anymore steps.. its just not worth it.. Its way to hard... I have never in my whole LIFE ever felt this bad about anything.. and i dont even understand why its like this. For awhile now i just wanted to forget everything but its alot harder than you think. So this is it. I dont care. For all the people that have took the time to explane. It is much appratied. Thanks.
But in the future if you are mad at me in anyway. Tell me. Dont tell the person you sit by. So they can tell me. What is that helping at all. I have not hurt anyone in anyway. and if i have TELL ME. Because i have no idea what the hell is going on. Yeah. This is just my final good bye to my problems. I just dont fucking care anymore. Takes to much time and effort. So if you want to settle anything with me. RIGHT NOW WOULD BE PERFECT!!!!!!
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But in the future if you are mad at me in anyway. Tell me. Dont tell the person you sit by. So they can tell me. What is that helping at all. I have not hurt anyone in anyway. and if i have TELL ME. Because i have no idea what the hell is going on. Yeah. This is just my final good bye to my problems. I just dont fucking care anymore. Takes to much time and effort. So if you want to settle anything with me. RIGHT NOW WOULD BE PERFECT!!!!!!
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