IM GETTING READY FOR THE EXCITEMENT OF MY LIFE, are you ready?
okokokok. summer 07 please dont be a downer.
But i can tell you that my summer is going to start off juuusssttt riiight.
Im going on a road trip with jj, pete, dan, and some other kid ( idont evenn know him...but they do)) were going to CALIIII. buuuttt were driving, oh my god. But i havent even gotten to the best part all the boys im going with, although they are pretty decent boys ahha, they do play world (w.0.w) and while road tripping across the united states we will not be staying in hotels....nope.......were staying in peoples houses...people they met over w.o.w. How rediculous is that? it dosent even make sense to me and its probably just going to be a big diaster. i cant wait.
Vacation was okay. I didnt really go out much and i basically just worked the whole time but i liked the time i had away from this shit hole. I spent my time out of the house with jj though and that was nice. Its always nice with him its wierd. We dont fight, we dont bicker for real and i dont think that we probably could ever get into a real big fight. That would just be wierd. But i like being with him and im content with the way that things are. For once im just content. Andrew called me the other day though. I didnt know it untill yesterday...i dont know how i missed it. But he left me a voicemail and it made me cry/. Not cry in a sad way or anything but in an undertanding and kind of relived way. He apologized for something he said and he told me that he would never talk about me because he still has alot of respecct for me. Im glad. That took alot off of presure myy chest that i really needed to get offf. i know him to well, i dont even think that he realizes it but i do know him all too well. I knew that he would call sometime even if it wasnt to apologise and set things straight but i knew he would. We were best friends and best friends respect eachother. After all that has happended and everthing that we went through i know he and i are ok and thats a sense of relife.
But i can tell you that my summer is going to start off juuusssttt riiight.
Im going on a road trip with jj, pete, dan, and some other kid ( idont evenn know him...but they do)) were going to CALIIII. buuuttt were driving, oh my god. But i havent even gotten to the best part all the boys im going with, although they are pretty decent boys ahha, they do play world (w.0.w) and while road tripping across the united states we will not be staying in hotels....nope.......were staying in peoples houses...people they met over w.o.w. How rediculous is that? it dosent even make sense to me and its probably just going to be a big diaster. i cant wait.
Vacation was okay. I didnt really go out much and i basically just worked the whole time but i liked the time i had away from this shit hole. I spent my time out of the house with jj though and that was nice. Its always nice with him its wierd. We dont fight, we dont bicker for real and i dont think that we probably could ever get into a real big fight. That would just be wierd. But i like being with him and im content with the way that things are. For once im just content. Andrew called me the other day though. I didnt know it untill yesterday...i dont know how i missed it. But he left me a voicemail and it made me cry/. Not cry in a sad way or anything but in an undertanding and kind of relived way. He apologized for something he said and he told me that he would never talk about me because he still has alot of respecct for me. Im glad. That took alot off of presure myy chest that i really needed to get offf. i know him to well, i dont even think that he realizes it but i do know him all too well. I knew that he would call sometime even if it wasnt to apologise and set things straight but i knew he would. We were best friends and best friends respect eachother. After all that has happended and everthing that we went through i know he and i are ok and thats a sense of relife.