today im doing what i want.
evrything has crumbled apart in the past 4 days.
everything in my life is ruined.
blah.
but today im sitting in my dads office..skipping school
because half days and peprallys are for faggots
and theere was a bomb at our school yesterday.
BUTTTT
im going to north shore community college today
to sign up and take placement tests so i can go a year early.
why?
because i fucking feel like it thats why.
im getting the fuck out of this place and chaging my life around.
im going to prove everyone wrong from now on because no one thinks i can do anything with my life.
well ive got news for you.....i can.
fuck andrew fuck parents, fuck lame jobs, fuck minimun wadge and assholes.
im doing something for me for once and thats that.
im sick of everything and somethings gotta change,
my life and the way i live it.
im still in love with andreww but our relationship was too serious for teenagers.
no matter how much i hate it and cry i cant go back to him
and he cant come back to me.
we both need to comcentrate on school
and ourselves
maybe well be together later in life
but not right now.
its just not going to work out.
we love eachother and we need to do whats best for eachother right now.
THATS TRUE LOVE.
sacreficing everthing for the right thing.
some people just dont understand.
and i didnt eaither untill i met andrew. i was just stupid.
but if you locve something let it go and if it comes back its yours<3
i just hope everything will be okay.
i hung out with jp, k8lyn,kira, josh, and ian alllllll weekend.
haha imissed them<3.
this weekend id going to be thanksgiving fest
and were going to party alllll weekend no stoping<3.
lovethem.
i also love slamber hahsdhsa shes so fuckdfdsiruiew funny
when it comes to thomas lesch.
everything in my life is ruined.
blah.
but today im sitting in my dads office..skipping school
because half days and peprallys are for faggots
and theere was a bomb at our school yesterday.
BUTTTT
im going to north shore community college today
to sign up and take placement tests so i can go a year early.
why?
because i fucking feel like it thats why.
im getting the fuck out of this place and chaging my life around.
im going to prove everyone wrong from now on because no one thinks i can do anything with my life.
well ive got news for you.....i can.
fuck andrew fuck parents, fuck lame jobs, fuck minimun wadge and assholes.
im doing something for me for once and thats that.
im sick of everything and somethings gotta change,
my life and the way i live it.
im still in love with andreww but our relationship was too serious for teenagers.
no matter how much i hate it and cry i cant go back to him
and he cant come back to me.
we both need to comcentrate on school
and ourselves
maybe well be together later in life
but not right now.
its just not going to work out.
we love eachother and we need to do whats best for eachother right now.
THATS TRUE LOVE.
sacreficing everthing for the right thing.
some people just dont understand.
and i didnt eaither untill i met andrew. i was just stupid.
but if you locve something let it go and if it comes back its yours<3
i just hope everything will be okay.
i hung out with jp, k8lyn,kira, josh, and ian alllllll weekend.
haha imissed them<3.
this weekend id going to be thanksgiving fest
and were going to party alllll weekend no stoping<3.
lovethem.
i also love slamber hahsdhsa shes so fuckdfdsiruiew funny
when it comes to thomas lesch.