i have never been more
disturbed.
thats what i felt in school this morning. disturbed, annoyed and mostly depressed.
so i left early and decided to take myself out on a date.
to the cinema it was! all ready to be alone at a movie for the first time, i headed to causeway point only to be disappointed cause i was so freaking early. nothing was open.
so i left woodlands for ang mo kio hub. there was nothing i knew i wanted to watch so i closed my eyes, stared at the screen and decided to open them randomly and stick with the movie that was on the thing.
"definitely maybe" it was. pretty awesome show, actually. and i guess it was alright watching it alone.
you see, independence was my bestfriend thing morning. and it was kind of a good thing cause i was sobbing like a baby throughout the movie. so if i had watched it with someone else, i probably wouldve come out with two black eyes and a bleeding/broken nose.
anyway, the loneliness started getting to me so i called the only person i knew who wasnt a)in school or b)at work. mister moh kheng.
we shopped. again. well, he shopped. and i bought a new laptop bag thats really pretty. among other things, he bought this ridiculously obscene lamp that i love. i named it jeffrey and everything.
(yes his penis is the actual switch. awesome innit!)
anyway i was starving and he had lots of work to do so we left.
i had toast for dinner. toast. with butter. thats all. im still hungry but im far too lazy to get up and look for anything.
so this is what im going to do. write an rj for today, giving some lame excuse as my reason for leaving early, draw a little and go to bed.
as for tomorrow, ive finally got work. after ages. definitely looking forward to it.
cannot wait.
ps, ah hui.
you never called back. im waiting for your explanation. haha. you owe me one, bitch.
love you.
thats what i felt in school this morning. disturbed, annoyed and mostly depressed.
so i left early and decided to take myself out on a date.
to the cinema it was! all ready to be alone at a movie for the first time, i headed to causeway point only to be disappointed cause i was so freaking early. nothing was open.
so i left woodlands for ang mo kio hub. there was nothing i knew i wanted to watch so i closed my eyes, stared at the screen and decided to open them randomly and stick with the movie that was on the thing.
"definitely maybe" it was. pretty awesome show, actually. and i guess it was alright watching it alone.
you see, independence was my bestfriend thing morning. and it was kind of a good thing cause i was sobbing like a baby throughout the movie. so if i had watched it with someone else, i probably wouldve come out with two black eyes and a bleeding/broken nose.
anyway, the loneliness started getting to me so i called the only person i knew who wasnt a)in school or b)at work. mister moh kheng.
we shopped. again. well, he shopped. and i bought a new laptop bag thats really pretty. among other things, he bought this ridiculously obscene lamp that i love. i named it jeffrey and everything.
(yes his penis is the actual switch. awesome innit!)
anyway i was starving and he had lots of work to do so we left.
i had toast for dinner. toast. with butter. thats all. im still hungry but im far too lazy to get up and look for anything.
so this is what im going to do. write an rj for today, giving some lame excuse as my reason for leaving early, draw a little and go to bed.
as for tomorrow, ive finally got work. after ages. definitely looking forward to it.
cannot wait.
ps, ah hui.
you never called back. im waiting for your explanation. haha. you owe me one, bitch.
love you.