Heavily Broken Music Mix
So, I've been feeling really depressed for awhile now... like months. And basically, as part of my continued wallowing, here's an uber depressing song mix for those who are feeling low as well.
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01. Remains - Maurissa Tancharoen & Jed Whedon
Burn down my home / My memories hardened and are bright as chrome
Good times escape / While every mistake seems to be caught on tape
I will go rolling fast / Arms out in the rain / Feel momentum building ’til
I lift off ground like an airplane / Love ties you down to the pain / A billion eyes are watching, fossilized
They see what remains / Remains
02. Winter - Tori Amos
When you gonna make up your mind / When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind / Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed / I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear
03. Cut - Plumb
I'm not a stranger, no, I am yours / With crippled anger and tears that still drip sore
A fragile frame aged with misery / And when our eyes meet I know you'll see
I do not wanna be afraid / I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb / Relief exists, I find it when I am cut
04. Everybody's Got To Learn Sometime - Beck
Change your heart / Look around you
Change your heart / It will astound you
I need your lovin' / Like the sunshine
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
05. Down - Jason Walker
I shot for the sky / I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try / I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly / So why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down
06. Everywhere I Go - Lissie
And I fall on my knees / Tell me how's the way to go
Tell me how's the way to see / Show me all that I could be
Danger will follow me now / Everywhere I go
Angels will call on me / And take me to my home
Well these tired eyes / Just want to remain closed
07. Temptation - Moby
From time to time / I find I lost / Some meaning
That was urgent / To myself / I do believe
Oh, up, down, turn around; please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone; find my soul as I go home
08. Precious Pain - Melissa Etheridge
Everybody's got a reason / To abandon their plan
How can I think of tomorrow / With my sorrow in hand / Precious pain
Empty and cold but it keeps me alive
I gave it my soul so that I could survive
Keeping me safe in these chains / Precious pain
09. Just A Little Hole - Beth Hart
Just a little heartache / Just a little hole
Just an itchy finger / And nobody knows
Just a little heartache / Somethin' for the soul
Fingers on the trigger / And nobody knows / What she knows
10. Have You Got It In You - Imogean Heap
All at once / Not a whisper, nor word / Then all at once
Let me have it all / Let me have a battle on / Easy target
Look can we just / Just get it over with
It's getting worse / Against all the odds / It's getting worse
11. Comes and Goes - Greg Laswell
This one's for the faithless / The ones that are surprised
They are only where they are now / Regardless of their fight
It comes and goes in waves / I am only led to wonder why
It comes and goes in waves / I am only led to wonder why / Why I try
12. Hang On - Plumb
Hang on / When the water is rising / Hang on / When the waves are crashing
Hang on / Just dont ever let go / Hang on / When your barely breathing
Hang on / When your hearts still beating / Hang on / Just dont ever let go
I'm so hungry / How can I stay here / I'm starving / For what I hold so dear
Like a hurricane / It takes every thing / From me / Wake me from this dream
13. The Races - The Bird And The Bee
You work so hard / Just to light a little fire
Just to make things happen / For a reason / Just to get so tired
Just to feel every / Itty bitty god damned / Bone in your body
You wanted to be free
14. Whisper - A Fine Frenzy
I'm down to a whisper / In a daydream on a hill
Shut down to a whisper / Can you hear me still
Eager to please / Trying to be what they need
But I'm so very tired / I've stopped trying to find
Any peace in my mind / Because it tangles the wires
|| download .zip here ||
01. Remains - Maurissa Tancharoen & Jed Whedon
Burn down my home / My memories hardened and are bright as chrome
Good times escape / While every mistake seems to be caught on tape
I will go rolling fast / Arms out in the rain / Feel momentum building ’til
I lift off ground like an airplane / Love ties you down to the pain / A billion eyes are watching, fossilized
They see what remains / Remains
02. Winter - Tori Amos
When you gonna make up your mind / When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind / Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed / I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear
03. Cut - Plumb
I'm not a stranger, no, I am yours / With crippled anger and tears that still drip sore
A fragile frame aged with misery / And when our eyes meet I know you'll see
I do not wanna be afraid / I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb / Relief exists, I find it when I am cut
04. Everybody's Got To Learn Sometime - Beck
Change your heart / Look around you
Change your heart / It will astound you
I need your lovin' / Like the sunshine
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
05. Down - Jason Walker
I shot for the sky / I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try / I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly / So why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down
06. Everywhere I Go - Lissie
And I fall on my knees / Tell me how's the way to go
Tell me how's the way to see / Show me all that I could be
Danger will follow me now / Everywhere I go
Angels will call on me / And take me to my home
Well these tired eyes / Just want to remain closed
07. Temptation - Moby
From time to time / I find I lost / Some meaning
That was urgent / To myself / I do believe
Oh, up, down, turn around; please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone; find my soul as I go home
08. Precious Pain - Melissa Etheridge
Everybody's got a reason / To abandon their plan
How can I think of tomorrow / With my sorrow in hand / Precious pain
Empty and cold but it keeps me alive
I gave it my soul so that I could survive
Keeping me safe in these chains / Precious pain
09. Just A Little Hole - Beth Hart
Just a little heartache / Just a little hole
Just an itchy finger / And nobody knows
Just a little heartache / Somethin' for the soul
Fingers on the trigger / And nobody knows / What she knows
10. Have You Got It In You - Imogean Heap
All at once / Not a whisper, nor word / Then all at once
Let me have it all / Let me have a battle on / Easy target
Look can we just / Just get it over with
It's getting worse / Against all the odds / It's getting worse
11. Comes and Goes - Greg Laswell
This one's for the faithless / The ones that are surprised
They are only where they are now / Regardless of their fight
It comes and goes in waves / I am only led to wonder why
It comes and goes in waves / I am only led to wonder why / Why I try
12. Hang On - Plumb
Hang on / When the water is rising / Hang on / When the waves are crashing
Hang on / Just dont ever let go / Hang on / When your barely breathing
Hang on / When your hearts still beating / Hang on / Just dont ever let go
I'm so hungry / How can I stay here / I'm starving / For what I hold so dear
Like a hurricane / It takes every thing / From me / Wake me from this dream
13. The Races - The Bird And The Bee
You work so hard / Just to light a little fire
Just to make things happen / For a reason / Just to get so tired
Just to feel every / Itty bitty god damned / Bone in your body
You wanted to be free
14. Whisper - A Fine Frenzy
I'm down to a whisper / In a daydream on a hill
Shut down to a whisper / Can you hear me still
Eager to please / Trying to be what they need
But I'm so very tired / I've stopped trying to find
Any peace in my mind / Because it tangles the wires