UGH SAD SAD SAD
All these off-to-college posts are making me maudlin. :( I just wish that when I come back to New Hampshire, everything will be exactly the same as it was over the summer, but I know it won't. I know that I will have an amazing time at college with Jen and Jerry and everyone else that's going to UNH, but I don't know. I am just sad.
Yet, I'm happy that I'm going to be in college in four months.
However, I'm upset that I'm going to be leaving Lindsay, Gaby and Ryan. I don't know how I feel, this is confusing. Goodbyes are difficult for me, believe me. I've gone through a great deal of them lately.
I talked on the phone with a bunch of family members today. I found out that my brother and Ashley are havin a girl. :) They just found out today, and my mom pryed it out of me considering they weren't home so she couldn't call them and find out.
I called my sister for the first time since I left New Hampshire, which is a long time. We talked for a half and hour about the new house and college and other things. It was nice to speak with her.
Then, I gave my grandmother from Michigan a call because I miss her a lot. We talked for an hour about college, education, children, society, my siblings, my stupid step-mom, my dad, my friends, and everything in the world. I love her so much.
Lindsay and I got into a quarrel today, but she called and apologized, which I feel weird about because I feel like I should apologize, because I'm used to it. I've been sticking up for myself a great deal more than I used to. I can't tell if it's for the better or for the worse, but I'm happier with myself. I'm just sick of getting walked all over from people I barely even know.
I want to do something with Gaby, Ryan and Lindsay this weekend. Maybe.
I really enjoyed this picture.
There is a hurricane sort-of heading in my direction.
Yet, I'm happy that I'm going to be in college in four months.
However, I'm upset that I'm going to be leaving Lindsay, Gaby and Ryan. I don't know how I feel, this is confusing. Goodbyes are difficult for me, believe me. I've gone through a great deal of them lately.
I talked on the phone with a bunch of family members today. I found out that my brother and Ashley are havin a girl. :) They just found out today, and my mom pryed it out of me considering they weren't home so she couldn't call them and find out.
I called my sister for the first time since I left New Hampshire, which is a long time. We talked for a half and hour about the new house and college and other things. It was nice to speak with her.
Then, I gave my grandmother from Michigan a call because I miss her a lot. We talked for an hour about college, education, children, society, my siblings, my stupid step-mom, my dad, my friends, and everything in the world. I love her so much.
Lindsay and I got into a quarrel today, but she called and apologized, which I feel weird about because I feel like I should apologize, because I'm used to it. I've been sticking up for myself a great deal more than I used to. I can't tell if it's for the better or for the worse, but I'm happier with myself. I'm just sick of getting walked all over from people I barely even know.
I want to do something with Gaby, Ryan and Lindsay this weekend. Maybe.
I really enjoyed this picture.
There is a hurricane sort-of heading in my direction.