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i've come to realize that i am afraid of the whole action & reaction concept.
i won't do anything lately because i don't want the reaction.

i don't want to sleep because i don't want to wake up.
i don't want to talk because i don't want to listen.
i don't want to forget because i don't want to remember.
& so on & so fourth.

in other words,
i have no ambition to do anything what so ever.