my "best friend"

[e_rin]

well..monday i lost my best friend. i have no idea how but she hates my guts. ill never kno why she flipped out over something i never did. but i dunno maybe shes just got things she needs to work out right now. or maybe shes always liked nikki more than me. maybe our whole friendship was just a lie. ill never kno the truth. all i kno is that she ment the world to me and id do ne thing for her. she always made me gigggle and made me happy. we had soooo many memories together...we were even spossed to go to florida all by ourselves together. but now she hates me and never wants to talk to me again. any time i try talking to her she runs away. and she made katie cry..that was mean. and no one gets y shes all pissed at me even tho this all started bcuz she kept a big secret from katie. so this is pretty much all her fault. but shes blaming it on me so i guess she was never my real best friend?! life is soo fucked up...you think you kno someone soo well and then in one day they turn on you like that! just to save their own butts. not cool. all i kno right now is that she was my best friend and untill she relizes that she lost her best friend over something so gay..theres nothing i can do : /

i thought that i could count on you
i thought nothing could come between us two
we said as long as we would be together
we'd be alright
we'd be ok
but i was stupid and you broke me down
ill never be the same again...
so thank you!
for showing me that "BEST FRIENDS" cannot be trusted
and thank you!
for lying to me
the friendship and good times we had
you can have em back!!!!

congradulations danielle...this is what you wanted right?!

-Erin