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im at work right now on my lunch break (sneaky pete's yum!)...so i thought i would update.
everything still blah...but better
i turned in the hardest paper i had to write for the semester on monday...and started on my new paper today. i not near as worried about this new one. im actully looking forward to it. i think its going to be a fun paper. so only 4 classes left till finals...wow my first final...EVER! kinda werid. im nervous.
highschool is almost over. THANK GOD!!! im so sick of all this drama crap. its so childish. and so im just over it all.
...i hate not having any real close friends. and it seems like the people i know would be good for me to hang with already have a group of people to hang with. and im just not excepted. i wish so bad someone would care about me. and want to be my friend cuz they think im cool and fun to hang with. not to get something out of me. i feel like someitmes the only reason people want to hang out with me is so they can get something out of me then they are gone...
i have met a few new people lately...and that has made me feel al lil better about a few things...but not completly better...
the main problem is the no friends thing....
everything still blah...but better
i turned in the hardest paper i had to write for the semester on monday...and started on my new paper today. i not near as worried about this new one. im actully looking forward to it. i think its going to be a fun paper. so only 4 classes left till finals...wow my first final...EVER! kinda werid. im nervous.
highschool is almost over. THANK GOD!!! im so sick of all this drama crap. its so childish. and so im just over it all.
...i hate not having any real close friends. and it seems like the people i know would be good for me to hang with already have a group of people to hang with. and im just not excepted. i wish so bad someone would care about me. and want to be my friend cuz they think im cool and fun to hang with. not to get something out of me. i feel like someitmes the only reason people want to hang out with me is so they can get something out of me then they are gone...
i have met a few new people lately...and that has made me feel al lil better about a few things...but not completly better...
the main problem is the no friends thing....