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i have really screwed up.
a very dear, old friend has recently come to experience something i've been faced with for a long time, and he sort of reached out to me because he knew i'd understand. i was selfish and, tired of dealing with it alone, embraced the idea of having someone real to share it with finally. but i should have thought first about protecting him.
but we see this thing in very different terms and i guess i got mad at him for stepping onto my playing field and wanting to change the rules. but i also made the stupid mistake of presuming and insinuating that his young experience is somehow less than mine and i really hurt him witht that.
now he's too angry and hurt to talk to me, im scared may have lost one of my oldest most precious friends.
:(
[xposted. also texted something along these lines to him.]
a very dear, old friend has recently come to experience something i've been faced with for a long time, and he sort of reached out to me because he knew i'd understand. i was selfish and, tired of dealing with it alone, embraced the idea of having someone real to share it with finally. but i should have thought first about protecting him.
but we see this thing in very different terms and i guess i got mad at him for stepping onto my playing field and wanting to change the rules. but i also made the stupid mistake of presuming and insinuating that his young experience is somehow less than mine and i really hurt him witht that.
now he's too angry and hurt to talk to me, im scared may have lost one of my oldest most precious friends.
:(
[xposted. also texted something along these lines to him.]