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i wish he was in love with me. i wish he felt half of what i do. i wish he'd let me know if it were true. i wish me leaving might be harder for him. i wish he would call me.
im just so fucking hurt right now. im falling apart all bc of a song. i hear this song and it reminds me of every good time we ever had what it might be like if we were saying goodbye if he loved me.
i wish he wasnt used to me crying. i wish he hadnt become accostomed to me telling him that i need him. i wish he didnt think i played games with him. i wish he'd realize that hes everything to me. everything. i cant bear the pain anymore.
im just so fucking hurt right now. im falling apart all bc of a song. i hear this song and it reminds me of every good time we ever had what it might be like if we were saying goodbye if he loved me.
i wish he wasnt used to me crying. i wish he hadnt become accostomed to me telling him that i need him. i wish he didnt think i played games with him. i wish he'd realize that hes everything to me. everything. i cant bear the pain anymore.