slowly but surely
im really glad i went those days without talking to todd...im slowly getting over him and i think i have the will power to pick and choose when to pick up when he calls me instead of always being available to talk..not like playing games matters now.
the only part of it all that makes me sad is thinking about the times we had (haha i rhymed). i think about orlando and just hanging out at his house. we can talk for hours, we never get bored. i know it cant happen for us, but i want to marry someone just like him. he is the perfect guy for me, but there must be osmeone like him out there..he's so real, so funny in my kind of way, hes great in bed, caring..and just so fucking REAL..everything about him is real, right down to when he says i love you.
i know hes over it and i will be too sooner or later..i can feel it.
ta ta for now.
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the only part of it all that makes me sad is thinking about the times we had (haha i rhymed). i think about orlando and just hanging out at his house. we can talk for hours, we never get bored. i know it cant happen for us, but i want to marry someone just like him. he is the perfect guy for me, but there must be osmeone like him out there..he's so real, so funny in my kind of way, hes great in bed, caring..and just so fucking REAL..everything about him is real, right down to when he says i love you.
i know hes over it and i will be too sooner or later..i can feel it.
ta ta for now.
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