Jul 08, 2005 05:40
Lately I've been enjoying the simplicity of life. It's truly amazing how comfortable and enjoyable it has become as opposed to before I met Joe. It's as if he just took all the pain, worry, confusion, self-consciousness and hate I once felt and tranformed it all into love. It's difficult to explain how I feel about this man in words but I'm going to try. Every minute we spend together is amazing and every minute we spend apart makes me want him more. He makes me feel beautiful. He makes me feel safe. I get lost in his eyes, melt with his touch and his voice soothes me. I have no desire to ever be with anyone else and I don't think I ever will. I know he feels the same. We find ourselves talking about a lifetime together from the names of our pets to the names of our children to the color our house will be to what a funny old couple we'll make and I find myself wanting it all. This has to be it or love must not exist because Love is forever.
Much has happened in the past few months but I no longer desire to give every detail of my life in this online journal. It's really a sad hobby if you think about it. Live Journal ha I like my privacy and feel no need to impress people in cyberspace. An occasional update to show people you're alive and well is fine but that's as far as I'll go with it anymore.
Joe's family reunion thing is tomorrow. I have to get all dolled up for that. He's met my parents and I his. Mine find him witty, handsome and very likable and his find me pretty and nice so that's a relief. Now I find myself in need of a shower. Later all.