*LaSt NiGhT*

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last night ryan rang me, he went wet & wild yesterday...he had a blast! he told me to say hi to everyone on my LJ coz i told him about it. he was telling me how much he lovcd me and then he asked me out, i didnt answer-he was pissed. *ROLLS EYES* then we were talking about how much ben makes up shit, like saying i had sex with him in my spa-clearly i dont have a spa!lol. but yea, then my home phone rang and it was ben and i was like O SHIT! ryan hates ben and ben hates ryan but ben was being nice to ryan...and ryan was being a cunt..then ryan hung up! *TEAR* then ben and i had a fight about some party i should be going to...im going but told ben i wasnt coz he said that he hasnt had sex in 3 weeks, so i got cut coz he practically said he was using me for sex! then he's accusing me of liking ryan-wich i dont! *MAD* and was telling me how he had a bet with one of his mates betting that i'd dump ben for ryan! *FAGGOT* so i got really cut and hung up the phone! i was ready to cry! he called back and just told him to get fucked...that was the right thing to do right? hmm, *worried* so right now im kinda of annoyed but also very excited about this party tonight! trents going... so that is good. *BIG SMILE* and i plan to break up with ben today, we fight way too much, trent says hes finally going to ask me out at lunch and then its gonna be cool for tonight! i rekon ben would cheat on me if i didnt go to the party tonight but o well, i guess its just a betta reason to b anfry with him!im doing the right thing...right? hmm, somebody help me!!! hehe, well im happy i guess...thats all
love u stax and stax
love elise xx