whats wrong....
my head is hurting so bad right now
im so confussed
but i dont know what over...that was a lie
i want so many things right now
scratch that...i want everything RIGHT NOW!
tomorro is too long, yesterday was too late...i need it now
i need cal to get better coz i dont wanna lose him
i need to cry alot but dotn want to embarresse myself
i need not to be so self consious
i need to tell everyone that i hate that i hate them
i need to tell everyone i love that i love them
....i cant do any of it....
i feel sick
i feel tired
i feel wrong
i feel upset
i feel angry
....im making this all about me....
im going, nobody wants to hear this shit....
<3 elly xx
ps
thanx aaron and anita for fighting over who loves me more
im so confussed
but i dont know what over...that was a lie
i want so many things right now
scratch that...i want everything RIGHT NOW!
tomorro is too long, yesterday was too late...i need it now
i need cal to get better coz i dont wanna lose him
i need to cry alot but dotn want to embarresse myself
i need not to be so self consious
i need to tell everyone that i hate that i hate them
i need to tell everyone i love that i love them
....i cant do any of it....
i feel sick
i feel tired
i feel wrong
i feel upset
i feel angry
....im making this all about me....
im going, nobody wants to hear this shit....
<3 elly xx
ps
thanx aaron and anita for fighting over who loves me more