I need to start living in my own head a little more.
I miss having Things To Say. Most of what I have to say now consists of griping and grumbling or two-line sentences about something. I'm not able to exert the brainpower necessary to connect the dots into something resembling a cohesive whole. I wonder - could it be a symptom of my increased social anxiety, or is it one of the causes?
Streetcar is doing well. So well, in fact, that we're extending a weekend. Yay. This also means that I won't miss closing weekend, so double yay. This upcoming weekend I'll be out in Eugene, OR, watching my cousin Laura graduate from high school. My mom and I are meeting in Portland and driving up to Eugene. Much better than having to take a puddlejumper flight into Eugene. So much better.
Work continues to make me incredibly tense. There is a serious communication gap occurring even when I'm trying to explain something simple. V. frustrating, and I don't know how to solve it. I try to explain it, and she's going off in another direction. I think it's because I understand technical things and she doesn't at all, and yet still flies off the handle when things don't work. Argh. 2nd interview for company position is on Wednesday. Let's hope I do well. Also, I've sent an email ping to the peeps at the French theatre. Something needs to work out.
Maybe I'm anxious and scattered because I'm starting to get restless here. Maybe I need a new venue or new friends or something. Maybe.
Streetcar is doing well. So well, in fact, that we're extending a weekend. Yay. This also means that I won't miss closing weekend, so double yay. This upcoming weekend I'll be out in Eugene, OR, watching my cousin Laura graduate from high school. My mom and I are meeting in Portland and driving up to Eugene. Much better than having to take a puddlejumper flight into Eugene. So much better.
Work continues to make me incredibly tense. There is a serious communication gap occurring even when I'm trying to explain something simple. V. frustrating, and I don't know how to solve it. I try to explain it, and she's going off in another direction. I think it's because I understand technical things and she doesn't at all, and yet still flies off the handle when things don't work. Argh. 2nd interview for company position is on Wednesday. Let's hope I do well. Also, I've sent an email ping to the peeps at the French theatre. Something needs to work out.
Maybe I'm anxious and scattered because I'm starting to get restless here. Maybe I need a new venue or new friends or something. Maybe.