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so you know what's really annoying?
how people think they can be dicks to you, & then expect everything to be all gravy & then act like you're the one doing something wrong.
seriously. if you think that someone's being a jerk, maybe you should think about the way you've treated them.
btw, i think this account has been hacked into somehow...things have been appearing & deleting & saving themselves & it's kinda lame.
ANYWAY. i feel like i've been such a bitchy cunt lately but i can't figure out why. i just don't care about anything anymore & it's sad. & i feel bad sometimes but it's just like i don't feel like doing anything about it. i've been lying a lot & bitching about everyone who even talks to me & i don't understand why. i hate people who do that, yet i can't seem to stop.ugh. maybe i need to lay off the crack a bit. & by crack i mean i don't know what.
my mom's been driving me crazy. she's such a snooping, stalkerish privacy invader & i can't handle it anymore. not to mention how she won't shut up about how she has no money or college or things that i really can't do anything about. she puts me in such uncomfortable positions. like don't complain about how you give me so much money, just stop. i don't ask for it, and i am very grateful but i'd rather have no money than get yelled at all the time. not to mention how she ACCESSES MY FILES. my own private computer; not so private. who the fuck does that? or whenever i fight with my dad, she'll be like i told you we should leave blah blah blah. i'm only 16, 17 years old, i shouldn't have to deal with all of this bullshit at home on top of everything else.
whatever, fuck you all. no one means what they say, or says what they mean, or does anything ever. we are all just happy being unhappy & that's how it goes. sorry that you haven't realized it yet, because i don't mean to hurt anyone but how am i going to think about the way anyone else feels when i can't even take care of myself anymore?
how people think they can be dicks to you, & then expect everything to be all gravy & then act like you're the one doing something wrong.
seriously. if you think that someone's being a jerk, maybe you should think about the way you've treated them.
btw, i think this account has been hacked into somehow...things have been appearing & deleting & saving themselves & it's kinda lame.
ANYWAY. i feel like i've been such a bitchy cunt lately but i can't figure out why. i just don't care about anything anymore & it's sad. & i feel bad sometimes but it's just like i don't feel like doing anything about it. i've been lying a lot & bitching about everyone who even talks to me & i don't understand why. i hate people who do that, yet i can't seem to stop.ugh. maybe i need to lay off the crack a bit. & by crack i mean i don't know what.
my mom's been driving me crazy. she's such a snooping, stalkerish privacy invader & i can't handle it anymore. not to mention how she won't shut up about how she has no money or college or things that i really can't do anything about. she puts me in such uncomfortable positions. like don't complain about how you give me so much money, just stop. i don't ask for it, and i am very grateful but i'd rather have no money than get yelled at all the time. not to mention how she ACCESSES MY FILES. my own private computer; not so private. who the fuck does that? or whenever i fight with my dad, she'll be like i told you we should leave blah blah blah. i'm only 16, 17 years old, i shouldn't have to deal with all of this bullshit at home on top of everything else.
whatever, fuck you all. no one means what they say, or says what they mean, or does anything ever. we are all just happy being unhappy & that's how it goes. sorry that you haven't realized it yet, because i don't mean to hurt anyone but how am i going to think about the way anyone else feels when i can't even take care of myself anymore?