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so hollister called, I schedule an interview tomorrow.
I really hope this works out. I mean, itd be pretty cruel if it didn't. All my friends are going away or will be working a lot this summer. I'm already lonely & it hasn't happened yet. And I just realized, if my parents wait till I'm in college to separate, it will be worse. I'll want to come home to something familiar, and two different homes isn't exactly something I'm used to.
I don't even know how I feel about this. I only told a few of my friends, and they definitely cared, and my mom definitely wants me to be okay with it, but I don't know. There's no one who can actually grasp what's gonna happen & how i'll feel about it. Not even me.
Something needs to change for the better, right?
I really hope this works out. I mean, itd be pretty cruel if it didn't. All my friends are going away or will be working a lot this summer. I'm already lonely & it hasn't happened yet. And I just realized, if my parents wait till I'm in college to separate, it will be worse. I'll want to come home to something familiar, and two different homes isn't exactly something I'm used to.
I don't even know how I feel about this. I only told a few of my friends, and they definitely cared, and my mom definitely wants me to be okay with it, but I don't know. There's no one who can actually grasp what's gonna happen & how i'll feel about it. Not even me.
Something needs to change for the better, right?