LIES YOU SAID
Birthday post will be up soon when I've uploaded all the pictures. This year, the birthday was celebrated with a whole roller coaster ride of emotions. It climb up and it slide down to the lowest as well. Whatever it is, Happy Belated Birthday Eileen !
Feeling really lost these days, feel as though i walked a big round and here I am back to the same spot thinking how would life be in times to come. The only different this time is that im worried, worried about the future and what I wanna do. No wonder everyone 's always saying ' growing up is such a chore ' It indeed is a chore. Maybe this is the transit stage of us becoming a real adults but I aint too used to this surrounding. Such expose surrounding, where we walked out of the comfort of protection and out expose to the reality of thr world, dealing with the ugliest faces.
I've learnt. We're all selfish creature and there isnt any promise in life that one will be always be here for you except for yourself. Falling is easy and picking up is always hard, no one will be the kind soul lending you a helping hand pulling you up and wanting no returance & that's a fact ive seen so far. Trust never exist in the adult's world, its just a simple way of protecting yourself from more hurt.
People enter and leave your life at different stages of your life. I've grown to believe this statement more as time passes. Sometimes, no matter how much efforts you tried putting into one, things wouldnt be the same means it wouldnt, so stop being navie and do things one sided. As much as I wish I could maintain certain friendship but ya, time 've move too fast, so fast that we're all losing out on each other. I aint refering to any boygirl relationship but those friends whom i hold dearly. I miss my childhood days with those people but ya i should grow out of this shit thinking.
Emo-Nemo swim swim swim-
Anyhoot, this particular person should be extremly happy that I aint writing things about him here. As much as I wanna tell the entire world of his bad character, I do believe there's this slight hope that he'll change and its no point writting them down. Whatever it is, I hope he'll become a better person. Live with integrity and stop lying to the next one anymore.
xoxo.
Feeling really lost these days, feel as though i walked a big round and here I am back to the same spot thinking how would life be in times to come. The only different this time is that im worried, worried about the future and what I wanna do. No wonder everyone 's always saying ' growing up is such a chore ' It indeed is a chore. Maybe this is the transit stage of us becoming a real adults but I aint too used to this surrounding. Such expose surrounding, where we walked out of the comfort of protection and out expose to the reality of thr world, dealing with the ugliest faces.
I've learnt. We're all selfish creature and there isnt any promise in life that one will be always be here for you except for yourself. Falling is easy and picking up is always hard, no one will be the kind soul lending you a helping hand pulling you up and wanting no returance & that's a fact ive seen so far. Trust never exist in the adult's world, its just a simple way of protecting yourself from more hurt.
People enter and leave your life at different stages of your life. I've grown to believe this statement more as time passes. Sometimes, no matter how much efforts you tried putting into one, things wouldnt be the same means it wouldnt, so stop being navie and do things one sided. As much as I wish I could maintain certain friendship but ya, time 've move too fast, so fast that we're all losing out on each other. I aint refering to any boygirl relationship but those friends whom i hold dearly. I miss my childhood days with those people but ya i should grow out of this shit thinking.
Emo-Nemo swim swim swim-
Anyhoot, this particular person should be extremly happy that I aint writing things about him here. As much as I wanna tell the entire world of his bad character, I do believe there's this slight hope that he'll change and its no point writting them down. Whatever it is, I hope he'll become a better person. Live with integrity and stop lying to the next one anymore.
xoxo.