My love affair with the mailbox.
Well I got the mail today and my world turned upside down...
I had basically decided that unless I freaked out and developed serious reservations after the admitted students day in Chicago this weekend that I was going to be in Chicago next year. And I was happy about that.
And now I've been accepted to King's College in London. In a MA of War Studies program that is world renowned.
If you didn't know it already I love and miss life in London almost everyday of my life. So how can I say no to a chance to go back? A chance to live there again? A chance to live in a place that had such a profound effect on me...
So now I am completely lost. My stomach is in knots. I have no idea what I am going to do.
I emailed my advisor he said go with King's... a few weeks ago he said go with Chicago...
I'm lost.
And so overwhelmed.
And there are so many pros and cons to both.
My brain literally hurts.
I think this may be the hardest decision I have ever had to make.
It's not even that my heart and my brain don't agree it's that they don't have a freaking clue what's going on anymore.
A year ago I felt trapped by a lack of options.
A year later and I'm lost because I have too many.
...I have a lot of thinking to do.
I had basically decided that unless I freaked out and developed serious reservations after the admitted students day in Chicago this weekend that I was going to be in Chicago next year. And I was happy about that.
And now I've been accepted to King's College in London. In a MA of War Studies program that is world renowned.
If you didn't know it already I love and miss life in London almost everyday of my life. So how can I say no to a chance to go back? A chance to live there again? A chance to live in a place that had such a profound effect on me...
So now I am completely lost. My stomach is in knots. I have no idea what I am going to do.
I emailed my advisor he said go with King's... a few weeks ago he said go with Chicago...
I'm lost.
And so overwhelmed.
And there are so many pros and cons to both.
My brain literally hurts.
I think this may be the hardest decision I have ever had to make.
It's not even that my heart and my brain don't agree it's that they don't have a freaking clue what's going on anymore.
A year ago I felt trapped by a lack of options.
A year later and I'm lost because I have too many.
...I have a lot of thinking to do.