"Topsy Turvy"
Ugh, am I PMS-ing (i usually never do) or what? I am so beyond stressed about stuff these days. Ok, let's make a list, I like lists.
What Erin is Stressed About
1. My kids are sooo noisy and it's driving me crazy- I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong
2. Will my ids do Ok on FCAT? Damn this FCAT. I actually had a DREAM that I was taking the FCAT and all the passages were so blurry I couldn't read them and so I failed and had to go back to 3rd grade- weird.
3. Next Year.... so many things to address. I will HATE Jen leaving, and I will HATE working with Krista again. I know I will do a better job than her as team leader so that's no biggie. Who will be on my time? What is 4th grade going to be like? I don't know, I can't even really verbalize why I am so distraught, I just am.
4. My kitchen is a mess and I do not feel like cleaning it.
5. I would KILL for some pizza or chocolate cake or SOMETHING really horrible for you. Maybe I AM PMSing....
6. Lee is working later than he thought. I was planning a good dinner and he won't be home till 9ish. He told me and my eyes welled up with tears-- Ok, yes, it's official folks, Erin is PMS-ing
6. Ok, yeah, I guess the main thing is just work. I suppose it helps getting it all written out. Thanks LJ!
Ok, let's talk positively now. :) I am almost finishing my THIRD, let's hear that again, THIRD week of eating good and exercising 4x a week. That totally rocks and I am beyond proud of myself for it. It has seriously been YEARS since I've actually stuck with something like this.
I'm feeling very supported by my new friends and am soooo grateful for that. They all rock and I think I'd be crazy by now without them- Thanks Ladies!
On that note, I am going to shwoer and do nothing but relax and not stress for the rest of the night. Only 2 days till Friday- Thank the LORD! Thanks for listening and I promise I will have a more upbeat entry tomorrow!
Have a great night and a pleasant tomorrow!
-E
What Erin is Stressed About
1. My kids are sooo noisy and it's driving me crazy- I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong
2. Will my ids do Ok on FCAT? Damn this FCAT. I actually had a DREAM that I was taking the FCAT and all the passages were so blurry I couldn't read them and so I failed and had to go back to 3rd grade- weird.
3. Next Year.... so many things to address. I will HATE Jen leaving, and I will HATE working with Krista again. I know I will do a better job than her as team leader so that's no biggie. Who will be on my time? What is 4th grade going to be like? I don't know, I can't even really verbalize why I am so distraught, I just am.
4. My kitchen is a mess and I do not feel like cleaning it.
5. I would KILL for some pizza or chocolate cake or SOMETHING really horrible for you. Maybe I AM PMSing....
6. Lee is working later than he thought. I was planning a good dinner and he won't be home till 9ish. He told me and my eyes welled up with tears-- Ok, yes, it's official folks, Erin is PMS-ing
6. Ok, yeah, I guess the main thing is just work. I suppose it helps getting it all written out. Thanks LJ!
Ok, let's talk positively now. :) I am almost finishing my THIRD, let's hear that again, THIRD week of eating good and exercising 4x a week. That totally rocks and I am beyond proud of myself for it. It has seriously been YEARS since I've actually stuck with something like this.
I'm feeling very supported by my new friends and am soooo grateful for that. They all rock and I think I'd be crazy by now without them- Thanks Ladies!
On that note, I am going to shwoer and do nothing but relax and not stress for the rest of the night. Only 2 days till Friday- Thank the LORD! Thanks for listening and I promise I will have a more upbeat entry tomorrow!
Have a great night and a pleasant tomorrow!
-E