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the people i thought were good mates, and even a best mates are basically just shit. today at college ^%$£^££$%"%"%^ walked straight past me, and its pretty unlikely she didn't see me/recognise me. i went out to see her (she was with her SCENE mates..), and she spent like 3 minutes speaking to me, then her friends were like 'right we're going to get food, come on' so she just went. nevermind me.
i was sitting in the cafe this morning, and $*)*"%*)"%")% got to college... and she came and sat with me and said 'i dont like sitting up there with all of the geeks'. fucking thanks for coming to see me, its obvious i'm your first choice. and then when her mate *)$"%%" turned up, she disappeared with him. all i'm fucking good for is when people dont have any cool mates to speak to.
i feel pretty alone just lately. i've gone from seeing people every other day, to sitting at home all night with dad watching tele or getting square eyes on here, or going for a drive on my own which ends up shit anyway because i've got no where to go. arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggghhhh
the goth fag cunt wanker bastard is really beginning to grate. stop making fucking wise cracks you first class DICKHEAD. we dont want to fucking know. and i'm not fucking SQUARE for wanting the radio on, nor is the rest of the class. so get FUCKED.
i was sitting in the cafe this morning, and $*)*"%*)"%")% got to college... and she came and sat with me and said 'i dont like sitting up there with all of the geeks'. fucking thanks for coming to see me, its obvious i'm your first choice. and then when her mate *)$"%%" turned up, she disappeared with him. all i'm fucking good for is when people dont have any cool mates to speak to.
i feel pretty alone just lately. i've gone from seeing people every other day, to sitting at home all night with dad watching tele or getting square eyes on here, or going for a drive on my own which ends up shit anyway because i've got no where to go. arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggghhhh
the goth fag cunt wanker bastard is really beginning to grate. stop making fucking wise cracks you first class DICKHEAD. we dont want to fucking know. and i'm not fucking SQUARE for wanting the radio on, nor is the rest of the class. so get FUCKED.