MORE bitching. cause you needed that.
So, meeting new people, that's an important thing to do when you're in a new environment. I have a lot of people I can hang out with. I don't really have anyone I like to hang out with though. Curling club meets for the first time tomorrow, hopefully I'll meet somebody awesome there.
But Jesus Christ, I just feel like a total asshole cause these people inviting me to do shit? I really don't care to be a part of it, and I get a sneaking suspicion that they're just doing it to be polite. But those feelings of "they maybe think I'm boring too" don't have anything to do with the fact that I really only hang with these people when I am feeling seriously lonely, and when there's something going on besides just sitting around and talking.
So, yeah, nobody I just want to have a chat with. In fact, plenty of people I want to avoid having a chat with. Sexuality is a surprisingly large part of it, and that's not really a topic I thought would be popping up every other conversation but it is: Now that my floormates are all getting comfortable with each other more personal topics of conversation come up. and, uh, I don't care that they're boy-crazy and want to talk about guys all the time, but why the fuck get in my business about not really getting into that conversation? Not only an I not into the guys, I'm really not feeling anything for the girls at the moment! I haven't been attracted to a single person at this university, it's great that you're TOTALLY FINE WITH THAT and I can totally tell you if I'm into any chicks here and you are SO FUCKING UNDERSTANDING, if I see somebody, anybody, and say to myself "I'd hit that", I will let you know that very second so you stop calling me a goddamn liar
So yeah, not only have my floormates recently started to talk about guys all the livelong day, it's a major problem that I do not. This is going to sound so psycho to anybody who hasn't been to Marian, but kids at my catholic high school were waaay more healthy about minding their own business and respecting others' differences. It's like these girls have some sort of CRAZY BUTTON when it comes to dudes. I thought that I'd never again hear "oh you talked to a boy YOU LOOOOOVE HIM~" bullshit after I finished THE FIFTH GRADE. This is not what I expect out of a bunch of goddamn engineering majors. and I never in my life thought I'd be that joykill who's all like "oh, these people around me are soooo immature."
So, yeah. curling meet tomorrow. Let's hope there are some cool people there, maybe even cause to revise that statement about not being attracted to anyone here
But Jesus Christ, I just feel like a total asshole cause these people inviting me to do shit? I really don't care to be a part of it, and I get a sneaking suspicion that they're just doing it to be polite. But those feelings of "they maybe think I'm boring too" don't have anything to do with the fact that I really only hang with these people when I am feeling seriously lonely, and when there's something going on besides just sitting around and talking.
So, yeah, nobody I just want to have a chat with. In fact, plenty of people I want to avoid having a chat with. Sexuality is a surprisingly large part of it, and that's not really a topic I thought would be popping up every other conversation but it is: Now that my floormates are all getting comfortable with each other more personal topics of conversation come up. and, uh, I don't care that they're boy-crazy and want to talk about guys all the time, but why the fuck get in my business about not really getting into that conversation? Not only an I not into the guys, I'm really not feeling anything for the girls at the moment! I haven't been attracted to a single person at this university, it's great that you're TOTALLY FINE WITH THAT and I can totally tell you if I'm into any chicks here and you are SO FUCKING UNDERSTANDING, if I see somebody, anybody, and say to myself "I'd hit that", I will let you know that very second so you stop calling me a goddamn liar
So yeah, not only have my floormates recently started to talk about guys all the livelong day, it's a major problem that I do not. This is going to sound so psycho to anybody who hasn't been to Marian, but kids at my catholic high school were waaay more healthy about minding their own business and respecting others' differences. It's like these girls have some sort of CRAZY BUTTON when it comes to dudes. I thought that I'd never again hear "oh you talked to a boy YOU LOOOOOVE HIM~" bullshit after I finished THE FIFTH GRADE. This is not what I expect out of a bunch of goddamn engineering majors. and I never in my life thought I'd be that joykill who's all like "oh, these people around me are soooo immature."
So, yeah. curling meet tomorrow. Let's hope there are some cool people there, maybe even cause to revise that statement about not being attracted to anyone here