I Just Rolled a + 5 in Life!
As annoying as it may be at times, my life could hardly be better than it is now. I can honestly say that I am happy. I look forward to each and every day and I feel as though I am beginning to truly love life again. Granted, I know I cannot offord to stop taking my medication; last night was proof of that.
I still fall quite a ways down if I forget to take even one dose. However, I find that the "fall" isn't nearly as far as it used to be. When this all started, I felt completely hopless. Now, I just feel useless when I forget to take my medication. And, as bad as this may sound, it just goes to show how far I have come in these last two months. I know it seems twisted, but believe me when I say it's a good sign. (^^;
But, enough about that. Life is tough, but there are so many wonderful things happening that I find it pretty difficult to complain much. You know, I find it amusing how two weeks ago, it seemed as though my life was falling apart again. Whereas now, several things in my life seem to be falling into place. Of course, I don't want to jinx it (knock on wood), but I can only hope this sort of thing continues. At least, for a while, anyway.
I still fall quite a ways down if I forget to take even one dose. However, I find that the "fall" isn't nearly as far as it used to be. When this all started, I felt completely hopless. Now, I just feel useless when I forget to take my medication. And, as bad as this may sound, it just goes to show how far I have come in these last two months. I know it seems twisted, but believe me when I say it's a good sign. (^^;
But, enough about that. Life is tough, but there are so many wonderful things happening that I find it pretty difficult to complain much. You know, I find it amusing how two weeks ago, it seemed as though my life was falling apart again. Whereas now, several things in my life seem to be falling into place. Of course, I don't want to jinx it (knock on wood), but I can only hope this sort of thing continues. At least, for a while, anyway.